绞刑架之丢失的四月

13.还是七月二日

警笛声乍然响起，值班的程序员们惊叫着跳起来，“赶快通知头儿！绞刑架的母体越狱了！”

“问题出在哪儿？”

“一个叫何田的神经科实习医生，他竟然杀死了小诗，也就是绞刑架母体在我们为它构建的世界里的身份！这意味着，它破坏了绞刑架母体身上的屏蔽程序！”

“怎么可能？！”某个程序员噼里啪啦敲打着键盘，“何田是我们设定的程序角色，在我们发现绞刑架母体，也就是‘小诗’爱上它之后，就修改了他的程序设定，让他永远都坚定不移地爱着‘小诗’，只有这样才能更长久地控制母体，是谁给了它杀人的指令？”

“没有人，”另一个程序员望着闪烁的电脑屏幕，“因为和绞刑架母体接触太久、太密切，他早就感染了绞刑架病毒，只不过处于潜伏期，不太明显。之后，侵入系统的‘绞刑架感染体——莫文’激发了他体内的病毒，这才酿成今天的大错！从现在开始，我们就应该称它为‘绞刑架感染体——何田’了。”

“马上删除‘绞刑架感染体——莫文’！”一个中年男人大步走进办公区，他飞快地滑动着手上的平板电脑，“删除七月二日的档案，这次一定要不留痕迹！”

程序员们顿时忙碌起来。

“还有，”男人威严地环顾四周，“所有涉及‘四月事件’的程序员，全部开除，永不录用！这次绞刑架母体之所以能够越狱，就是因为他们的大意造成的！以为让绞刑架母体强行屏蔽‘四月’就万事大吉了吗？”

一个程序员小心翼翼地问：“现在怎么办？这个专门为绞刑架母体设计的牢笼已经没有意义了，要不要启动摧毁程序？”

男人盯着屏幕沉思了片刻，说：“留着！我预感，绞刑架的母体可能还会回来的。当初，‘绞刑架感染体——莫名’破坏了母体的屏蔽程序后，它是有机会逃走的，但它自己选择了留下。”说到这里，男人冷笑了一声，“这就是我讨厌绞刑架、一定要囚禁它、铲除它的原因，明明只是一个程序一堆数据，却像人类一样感情丰富，这可不是什么好事儿！更可恶的是，连它的感染体都懂得吸取教训，‘曲线救国’了，竟然会从何田身上入手！”

没错，莫文从哥哥莫名的身上吸取了教训，不再直接接触小诗，转而在“我”身上下工夫，终于解救出了绞刑架母体。

任何懂得吸取教训、总结经验的生命，其潜力都是不可估量的。

14.七月三日

天又亮了，就像昨天，就像前天，就像我曾度过的每一天。

我颓然地坐起来，穿衣，洗漱，吃早点，上班，神经科实习医生枯燥无味的一天又开始了。

但这一天，又是不同寻常的，因为我在查房时，发现了一封写给我的信。

没有人知道这封信是什么时候、是谁写的，所有人对它的存在都一片茫然。

信很短，只有两句话：

她已经自由了，你呢？

是接受现实？还是改变现实？

莫文绝笔

莫文是谁？

我迷茫地望着医院里人来人往，总觉得生活缺乏真实感。

我好像忘记了什么重要的事，比如我似乎有个女朋友，又似乎没有；比如我昨天晚上似乎做了什么特别的事，又似乎什么都没做……

对啊！我昨天到底做过什么呢？

Introduce:1. on April 4. . . . . Tomb-sweeping day. Northward spring comes behindhand, spring breeze is like scissors, icy, cuting. Still be less than the dusk, the people of grave garden drops off gradually, leave flying paper ash only, and the flower in the shakily before gravestone. When the sun drops quickly into horizon, the administrator of grave garden locks up good gate instead, hum the canzonet with ineffable move, take the offerings classify collect before the grave different paper case in, these fruit mug-up, pass on can sell a few pin money. The administrator enters grave garden slowly all right in, be stupefied suddenly. He is faint see, float slightly nearby in green miscellaneous brushwood, faint lying an ambiguous people, it is painful probably the person breaking spirit that loses a dear one, it is the hobo of desolate probably, also probably, it is a body. The administrator was exploring to approach a few paces, at the same time slightly explore is worn the body wants to look after all, draw out skill machine alertly at the same time, press 110. "Hello, 110 call the police central …… " the administrator is holding a phone, frighten piece of move mouth, quiver quiver the ground says: "Be in harmony, melted …… " right, at the moment, that stops fetch person, or hobo, or body, the ice cream below positive-appearing image burning sun is same, melt quickly, brown liquid slowly infiltration clay, between instantly, remain one gather hair and a few teeth only 0 medicinal powder medicinal powder ground be mingled with is among grass-blade, damp, sticky is burnt, soft collapse collapse. The administrator screams, seize a road to run quickly madly. The day is abrupt black, resembling is a piece of huge mouth instant swallowed the setting sun. Whole world deathlies stillness one piece. 2. On June 3. . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . People is constant and promiscuous neuropathic the concept with mental disease, calculate hospital lobby to set hang examine technically to consult a table, also still invigorative ill patient lies between 3 difference 5 hang nerve division. About the thing April, the madman that hangs poor outpatient service by namely causes. That is a highteen teenager, if except is in hair pathology condition, regular meeting has many young nurses by his sunshine handsome place dump. At that time, he is very excited, there is ablaze enthusiasm in the eye, the artist that resembles depressive for a long time found inspiration suddenly, the person that resemble sufferring from the explore treasure with old stay away from home discovered big precious deposits eventually. Ground of his happy to dance is crying, "In April! In April! In April! ! " chairman doctor impatient pursy brows, then I play boy and his mother the door hastily outside, explaining nerve division not to treat mental disease at the same time, taking them to arrive at the same time downstair and new registration. Road is here medium, he all the time babble ground is repeating " in April " two words, and his mother, criterion at the same time hurriedly to