哭泣的隧道

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那天晚上，唐方将家里布置得像圣诞节一样，喜庆又浪漫。

他喜滋滋地将我拉到梳妆台前，从镜子里凝望着我：“最近这段时间，我一直在为你准备这件礼物。我要为你设计出这个世界上独一无二的发型，让你成为全世界最美丽的新娘。你，你愿意嫁给我吗？”

我笑着：“那要看你设计的发型是不是真的很特别喽！”

唐方十分自信地从收藏室捧出一个头模，那个头模正是我那天见到的，虽然还是面无表情，只不过脸上的着色已经完工，看起来不像当初那么可怕了。现在想来，当初我看到的一定是半成品。

我望着头模上那个令人惊叹的发型，嘟起嘴说：“你不是说不会制作我的头模么？你说你要活生生地收藏我一生一世。”

唐方附身轻轻吻了吻我的头发，边拿起梳子边说：“这不是你的头模啊，你看它哪都不像你。”

我嗔怒道：“糖糖你真赖皮！”

唐方笑笑，不再说话，专心致志地替我梳头。我从镜子里望着他专注的样子，恍惚间仿若又回到了我们初遇的时候，那时他也是这样专注地梳着头，他梳头时的样子，那么赏心悦目。

唐方的手微微颤抖了一下，将刚刚挽起的发丝放下来，又重新挽起，又再次放下来。他紧紧皱着眉头，看了看桌上的头模，然后耐着性子小心翼翼地将那缕头发又一次挽起来，继而又一次放下来。他一次又一次重复着相同的动作，似乎怎么都找不到那缕头发合适的位置。

最终，他气急败坏地将梳子摔在地上，然后转身用针狠狠地扎了自己手臂一下。

“糖糖你没事吧？”

“没事没事。”唐方咬着牙说：“你坐着别动，我一会就好了。”

我不放心地站起来，转身担忧地望着他：“你到底怎么了？要不我们改天再梳好了。”

唐方突然大吼道：“我让你坐着别动你怎么就这么不听话？这个头今天必须梳！因为今天是我早就选好的日子，向你求婚的日子！”

望着他狰狞的面孔，我忐忑不安地重新坐了回去。

我从镜子里看到他不安地来回踱着步子，他一会儿紧紧攥起拳头，一会儿又用力地打自己耳光。突然，他满眼痛苦地瞪着我，然后猛地从工具箱里抽出一把剪刀，狠狠地扎入了我的后心，一下、两下、三下……

他哭了，是真的哭了，我确信他这次没有抹芥末油。

他边哭边说：“我必须要哭出来，我若再不哭出来，一定会疯的！你一定不相信，从出生到现在，我就没有哭过，我是个不会哭泣的人。每当我痛彻心扉的时候，无论我怎么努力，就是没有办法流出眼泪，为此，连我的父母、我的姐姐都认为我是个钢铁心肠装腔作势的人，没有人知道，想哭却怎么都哭不出来是多么痛苦，没有人知道，这么多年来经历的各种悲伤、难过、愤懑在我心里堆成了山，而我却无处宣泄。”

他将我紧紧拥在怀里，一边吻着我的额头，一边继续用剪刀刺着我的后心：“少年时，为了寻找哭泣的感觉，为了能够宣泄情绪，我不惜杀死自己的爹娘，可没想到，就算爹娘的离去，都不能令我哭泣。后来，我又杀死相依为命的姐姐，但我依旧哭不出来。我真的受不了了，现在这个世界上，唯一能令我的哭泣的事，就是你的死的……我那么爱你，那么不想失去你，可偏偏就是因为我爱你至深，你的死才能令我心底积压多年的情绪彻底释放。你看……宝贝你看，我真的哭了……我真的哭了！你会怨我吗？你会因为我的爱，而怨恨我吗？”

我张张嘴，却早已没有了说话的力气。这个世界上，有无法听到的人，有无法看见的人，也有无法闻着气味的人，只是我没想到，竟然还有无法哭泣的人。或许，和瞎子聋子相比，无法哭泣是一种更为可怕更为痛苦的残疾，因为这个残疾，会把人生生憋得失去理智，失去一切。

唐方扑伏到我身上，号啕大哭，从那痛快淋漓的哭声里，我听到了爱情，也听到了快乐，只是这爱情这快乐对我来说，却又如此致命，如此悲凉。

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隧道又被封锁了，因为有人在那幽黑冗长的隧道里发现了一截已然变形的手指，那截手指仿佛蓄谋已久，生生跳进某辆开着天窗的车里，径直落在方向盘上。发现手指那天，发生了很严重的连续追尾事件，多人在这起追尾事故中受伤。

警方根据那截手指，很快查到死者身份。死者又是一名年轻的女子，生前曾在某家八卦杂志就职。因为她的工作性质，生前交际广泛，认识的人鱼龙混杂，也曾因为对某些明星的负面报道，而得罪过不少人，因此警方很难确定这起谋杀案的性质，从那一块块被压扁的尸块上，也得不到任何有用的线索。

虽然警方曾将其未婚夫唐方列为重要嫌疑人，但唐方似乎因为未婚妻的死而受到重大打击，变得神志不清，无论别人怎么阻拦，他每天都站在隧道的入口放声大哭，根本就无法从他口中得到任何线索。警方彻底搜查了他的家，又确定他没有作案时间和作案动机之后，立刻转移了视线，将目标放在那些死者曾经得罪过的小明星身上。

隧道解除封锁后，里面的无线电信号又遭到了干扰，和上次一样，司机们又在车载收音机里听到了刺耳的噪音。一些灵异爱好者再次将那些噪音分析整理，想不到翻译出来的话竟然和上次一样：“我的头……在架子上……”

唐方的收藏架上，多了一颗头模，无论是颅形还是脸庞亦或是五官的搭配，都是所有头模里最完美的，就连警方来搜查的时候，都没发现，那密封的、充满光泽的头模里面，藏着一颗正在因爱而腐烂的头颅。

Introduce:1 if I did not fall in love with Tang Fang, the face each other that won't move him goes; If did not move him,face each other lives, need not commute everyday drive transient that dim and expatiatory channel; If I am done not have transient that channel, won't see one cut already on the car window that metabolic hand thrum falls to oneself; If I did not see finger of that one cut, with respect to the funeral that won't go playing that finger host; If I did not attend funeral, won't lose Tang Fang. Whole thing is so acid, because I fell in love with Tang Fang, lost Tang Fang so. That channel is very long, not only very long, midway still has the corner of an arc. Before producing that job, I know frequency of this channel accident is sent only, accordingly every time gallop enter careful all the more. Until encounter with that cut finger, I just discover it still has another the utility —— of person of excellent, be astonished destroys cadaver destroy the evidence namely then. Speed limit is originally inside channel, and in those days is the height that come off work, accordingly each car wriggles slowly with the speed per hour of snail. A lily is before me this cropland, there are a few to make on the window after the car all drivers avoid and far big character " novice start off, ask much keep an eye on " , then I am maintaining relatively safe car to be apart from with it painstakingly. The car before this cropland car already gallop went out very far, but that car as before absolutely still, the Klaxon noise inside channel crossed a day, sound more fretted than, the taxi driver explore behind me comes forward, what to curse aloud, try to brushing the brim overtake of channel next. The master estimation of this cropland car also is urged distractedly, he suddenly one step on the gas, then that cut lies in the finger of wheel brim originally, be risen by abrupt and rapid movement wheel loiter must jump, skip repeatedly belt jump on window of the car before the ground flies to mine. I am the scream that hears him shout oneself hoarse first, then hurry-scurry counteracts this cropland car in front to trace remaining part, the taxi from the back traces remaining part with me again, back-to-back move is to trace remaining part continuously. Next, the policeman came, 110 came, 120 came, channel is regarded as temporarily serious case casts cadaver spot to block. Although the dead's head was not found, but police points to through that cut hand, very fast affirmatory dead is a young girl that is called Song Wen. After the murderer kills her, break bloodily again countless small, next will cadaver piece is shed inside channel. Arrive from the morning in the evening, never-ending wheel people howl the move, cadaver that has ground those incomplete over and over to break piece, the hand that that cut survival comes down points to except, the thing that can discover without the person those are stuck on the ground closely is to be ground flat body. I feel constantly, of Song Wen complain clever hide in that cut finger, it climbs in channel