死刑犯

十一、2015-08-10 13：57

赵刚闭着眼睛躺在刑床上，机器已经就位，留置针固定在皮下，白大褂手持注射器站在他身旁。

人生最后的三分钟，他又想起了把她买回来那天，她哭着哀求他放了她，他断然拒绝了她。

其实在拒绝她之前，他心软过，可她长得太漂亮了，声音又好听。她是他花光了家里的全部积蓄买回来的，他不能放她走。

村里人都说，女人生了娃，就会死心塌地跟他过日子。可儿子生下来后，她甚至连看都不愿意看一眼。

他赌咒发誓，他会一辈子对她好，求她好好过日子。她激动得大叫，说是他毁了她，她恨他们，恨他们所有人。

五年的时间说长不长，说短不短。他把最好吃的留给她吃，每次赶集一定买东西送给她，可她一直在等待逃跑的机会，她一直期盼有人救她。

村里人骂他是傻子，不是娶了一个媳妇，而是供了一尊菩萨。他们不知道，他只想看她笑一笑，可她从来不笑。

她的哥哥终于找来了，村里人让他带着她躲进山里，他们可以像以往那样，齐心协力把她哥哥打跑。可他知道，如果真是这样，她会死的。他想，她走了总比死了强。

临走前，她对他说，儿子有她一半的血脉，如果他不让她带走儿子，她宁愿掐死他，也不会让他成为另一个禽兽。

原来他在她心里是禽兽，畜生不如。他们走了，他终究没有再娶。他日日念着他们，终于有一天，他以打工为名，循着她哥哥留下的地址找到了他们。

在这个霓虹闪烁的大城市，他再次看到她，她不再低着头蜷缩在墙角。她坐在气派的办公室，指挥很多人，男人、女人，中国人、外国人。她更漂亮了，漂亮得让他不敢平视。

他从没想过和她复合，他留在这个城市，做着最卑贱的工作，只为偶尔看他们一眼。

渐渐的，他发现村里人都错了。当初，如果他听了她的话，放她回城里，或许他们的结局会不一样。

他知道，这些年她一直在看医生。他听到她哭着对医生说，她爱儿子，可是每当看到他，她就会想起被囚禁的日子；她说，她知道他心地不坏，可她这辈子都不可能原谅他！

他睁开眼睛望着天花板，滚烫的眼泪顺着眼角滑下。

“还剩一分钟，你有什么遗言？”典狱长询问。

他任由眼泪接连不断滑下，颤着嘴唇喃喃：“如果有来世，我想亲口对她说，我错了，是我毁了她一辈子，是我害了我们的儿子……”

一阵急促的电话铃声打断了他的忏悔。典狱长接起电话，点点头，回头朝赵刚看去，眼中只剩下怜悯。死刑暂缓执行，可他确实在监狱杀了人，等待他的将是另一场审判。

每个人都必须为自己的行为负责，因为正义或许会迟到，但绝不会缺席。

Introduce:A covered corridor or walk with dim chock, more than 30 board ordinal platoon becomes very little head one, talk without the person. The end of corridor, jail alarm people be opposite search the person of their one by one. Zhao Gang as stream of people slowly forward, anklet is given out slight " crash crashs " sound, appear harsh all the more in noiseless space. He is capital punishment makes, leave prison house to have to wear shackles. The iron gate of far is opened ceaselessly, shut, the convict on corridor is less and less. Zhao Gang exerts oneself to do sth. pharynx a saliva, the more than smooth shoot a glance at of the eye to him distance the jail with 67 far paces alarm, suck two tones greatly secretly. Before 13 months, he is sentenced because of homicide capital punishment, probation two years. 396 day and night, he is awaiting all the time today; Ten million second, he is pushed in brain perform each detail, it is instantly only this momently, it is only killed him! It is now, I only opportunity! Zhao Gang looks up abruptly, binocular stare at spoon of a certain afterbrain closely, on disease pace before. "What do you do! " jail alarm from billy is taken out between the waist. Zhao Gang pay no attention to, the both hands that wearing darby is fast the neck of ring man. Man expression stops up, darby is strapped his neck is unripely ache, agonal fear makes him fling caution to the winds the ground revolts. Zhao Gang stretchs tight closely all over, cruel protruding of forehead blue veins, not throat ground procrastinates drag a man to back down. He every are regressive one pace, shackles is given out harsh " " sound, exclamation all round sound one. Before you can say Jack Robinson, alarm bell sound blows hard, the toot of as one falls cries photograph popular feeling soul, be just as Tartarean death knell. Zhao Gang ticks off a corners of the mouth, of nondescript of the thrill through in the eye definitely absolutely. He does not no hurry unbearably the ground takes out thin bamboo strip of a bamboo from inside sleeve, both hands plays the two end of bamboo thin bamboo strip, sharp thin bamboo strip be like a sharp, band lives the man's neck. Jail alarm people come in great numbers, the closest from him jail alarm berate loudly, one stick is hit on his shoulder. Zhao Gang is frowsty hum, look up see him, hoarse voice apologizes: "Do not be opposite. " one's voice in speech did not fall, his both hands dies to death tighten bamboo thin bamboo strip. Jail alarm have not enough time to react, a tepid liquid sprays go up in his face, accompanying powerful hematic fishy smell. Immediately, everybody is silent, leave hooter sound to be between frozen a window with iron grating only bray. Of broil person silent in, electrical shock gun hits in Zhao Gang hind back, he and man fall down at the same time. His convulsion a few, turn hardly the head looks, the man is binocular the circle is opened, did not have breath already. That day afternoon, he is imprisoned alone. A few days later, he is general like an utterly worthless person ignorant does not know morning to faint, until a sound tells him, supreme court approve his capital punishment, he will be executed at 2 o'clock afternoon on August 10. His as if relieved of a heavy load, laugh ask: "Is today August 7? " one, 2015-08-0712: Capital punishment of the first day of 58 distances is carried out return remnant 7