印刻人生

七、癫狂

马腾真的死了。我还没从证实身份的喜悦中跳跃出来就直接跌入深渊。

高密被上头以私自调查所结案件的罪名被迫休整一个月。

我觉得我走投无路了，有身份证又怎样，他们还是不认识我。只是把我当做一个同名同姓的另外一个田州罢了。我要的是我丢失的所有。

我拿出手机，没有信息没有电话。今天是第七天，高密竟然一次都没有联系我，我感觉有点不对劲。

拨通高密的号码。响了一遍又一遍，没人接。我挂掉继续打。第三次的时候，电话通了，是一个女孩子接的，得到的结果是高密正在医院。

医院'怎么又是医院?

我赶往医院，高密已经转醒。他是在上街的时候遇到抢劫犯，不小心被捅了一刀。

“你没事吧?”我看着眼神茫然的他，心中突然涌起几分不安。

“你是……”高密的眼神一如往常凌厉起来。“请问我认识你吗?”

哗啦。手中提的袋子掉落在地，里头的水果洒落一地。

伤了腿部会让人失去记忆吗?最后的救赎浮木飘远，我绝望地溺入无边无际的大海。

一个苹果滚落到门边被人捡了起来。这时我才发现门口站着一名陌生男子，看起来年龄和我差不多。

“同学，请你出来一下好吗?”

看到我走出来，他便关上病房的门。脸上浮现的笑容有几分诡异，竟看起来如此熟悉。

“你好，你就是赵琛的那个好兄弟吧!”

“你是?”

“赵琛曾经来找过我，他说我是不明人物。可我就是叫田州啊?”一字一句在我耳边轰炸开，阴那的笑意从嘴角蔓延到耳根，“田州”的双眸突然间变得血红。

他就是那个抢了我所有的人?!看着眼前的人，一股气血直冲脑门，我发疯似的拽住面前这个“田州”的衣领吼道。“你是田州那我是谁?!”

“申州同学。请你理智点好吗?”“田州”想拨开我的手，脸上依然保持着道貌岸然的微笑。

“我才是田州!！!!”我甩开他的手，万分的怒气在此刻间像火山熔浆般迸发出来。“你究竟是谁?你为什么要冒充我?!为什么要害死赵琛! !”

“我没有冒充你，也没有害死赵琛，害死赵琛的是你，申州同学。”低低的笑声打击着我的耳膜，“田州”趁我不注意拿走我的钱包，从里面掏出一张身份证放在我面前。“本来想让你彻底消失在这个世界的。没想到竟然还有漏网之鱼，多亏了这个笨警察，我才好有机会去补全。”

我愣愣地看着自己的身份证。傻傻的照片边姓名那一栏，田字见鬼一样上下出头，竟变成了申字!

“不!!”现在说我是田州！还有谁信!

我冲出医院，茫然逃离的过程中，钱包里突然掉落一块石头，在地上发出沉重的声响。

我停下脚步弯腰将石头捡起来，方方正正的石头一面光滑。一面被刻上了字，字体是小篆。“田州”两个字的凹缝里夹杂着暗红色的印泥，似有血液在其中流动，而在田字的那一部位。竟有两道新鲜的凹痕上下出头在中间的那一竖，成为了申字……

我是田州，还是申州?我，究竟是谁?

八、完结

这是一间昏暗的小房间，中央摆着一张书桌和凳子。一盏小巧的台灯照射在桌面上。昏黄的灯光里，书桌上有一张卡纸和一个铁盒子。卡纸上印满了章印。

细细看去，每一个印上的汉字笔画都多多少少被暗红色延长或添加新的笔画或磨平某部分，成为了一个新的汉字。而在这些章印中，字为赵琛的第八个印和字为马腾的第九个印磨平的部分烂了个大洞，一把大红叉覆盖在那两个章印上，牢牢锁住那些无知的灵魂……

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