恐怖故事之报应

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送昔年走的那天，天下着雨，就像送走云智那天一样，我拉着昔年下楼，而他哀号着：“姐姐，昔年好好地，昔年不会不听话，姐姐不要赶走昔年。”

就像我送走那个叫云智的孩子一样，云智一去未回，昔年也一去未回，昔年是公务员的母亲带着去集市丢的，他们找了几天都

没找到，在那样的乡下丢一个孩子很正常。只是知道昔年丢了，母亲竟然疯了，见到我永远是两个字：“报应。”

把母亲送进疗养院已经是昔年丢的半年之后了，疗养院里，我喂着母亲饭，听着母亲讲她疯了之后讲过的千篇一律的故事：“云智的后背有一块胎记，你记得云儿吗，你弟弟云儿，他后背也有一块，你带他回来的时候我只是疼爱那孩子，只是看到那块胎记我才知道那孩子就是当初被你扔掉的，我知道你这些年照顾我和你妹妹过得苦。所以我恳求你留下云智，我那是为你赎罪，只是你还是容不下他。熙暖，这就是报应，你害死了那孩子，那孩子就害死你儿子。”

我用饭堵住母亲的嘴巴，这不过是一个故事，一个疯子编出来的故事。

因为昔年的失踪，公务员和我离婚，我搬家那天，书柜里的那本格林童话还是我小时候看过的，昔年还在的时候苏熙弦总是拿它给昔年讲故事，翻开故事书，皇帝新装那页竟然夹着东西、那是一张纸，上面写的字很难看七扭八歪的字，只是几十个字却让我呆呆地看了半个多小时，那纸条上写着：“姐姐，云智听到你打电话了，你放心，我不会怪你的。姐姐，没有你，我不会来到这个家，阿姨也不会给我这么好的生活，安眠药在乞讨的时候那些人赈子总给我们吃让我们装重病的人，所以我已经很久吃安眠药睡不着了，姐姐再见，你放心，我不会恨你的。”

泪水滴在那张宇条上，从苏正南死后我有多久没有流过眼泪了，整整十年了。掀过纸条，纸条后的书上是我熟悉的字体，字体上写着：“客卧，第三个柜子，那本大辞典里。”

那字我认识，那还是我小时候教她写的，那是苏熙弦的字。

大词典里夹着的是一张光盘，把光盘放在电脑里，很快就出现了录制日期，那还是两年前，昔年也不过半岁。

视频是白天录的，那时我还在上班，视频里，苏熙弦把幼小的昔年抱在怀里然后指着墙上我和公务员的婚纱照说：“昔年，这是姐姐，这是爸爸。”

“昔年，姐姐，姐姐……”

整整一个小时的视频，我一分钟都没差的看完了，而视频里都是苏熙弦指着我的照片教昔年说：“昔年，这是姐姐。”直到昔年对着照片里的我叫：“姐姐……”视频才结束，视频的最后是苏熙弦的脸，那张脸还是像年少时一样漂亮，看着镜头苏熙弦说：“姐，你相信这世上有报应吗?”

终

2010年七月正阳小区甲一号一个女人跳楼自杀，自杀的时候怀里抱着儿子的照片和一本格林童话，知道的人都说女人是因为儿子失踪才自杀，只是看着新闻靠在公务员怀里的苏熙弦明白，那是报应。是苏熙暖从十六岁开始就注定要得到的报应。

你呢，你相信这世上有报应吗?

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