都市诡事之生路

我们早已经选好自己的路

“宇亮，我全都想起来了，你为什么要瞒我？”

乔宇亮愣了一下，恍然大悟的说：“我不想你那么累。”

“可是叶凡玲是我最好的朋友！”

“最好的朋友吗？”乔宇亮似笑非笑地盯着我，“你再想想，那场大火，地下通道，生路只有一条。”

生路只有一条！如同一瓢冷水泼在滚油里，一切都沸腾了，我的脑海里一片清明。是了，就是这句话让我模糊的记忆再次清晰了起来，无数的信息一时间全涌进了我的脑海，全部关于那场大火，关于那条生路。

我清晰地记得那是半年前的一天午后，一场突如其来的大火点燃了那条地下通道，一大群人在通道中奔跑着，其中也有我和叶凡玲。我在奔跑中摔倒了，叶凡玲想来拉我却担心自己被大火吞噬，但她不知道我是装的。我在赌，赌她会不会回来拉我一把。但她的举动让我失望，也让我下定了决心，我朝她大喊着“别管我，往右边跑，右边才是生路！”

当时她朝我点点头，然后转身跑去，在她转身的那一秒我清晰地看见她嘴角闪过一丝微笑。我明白她那丝微笑的含义，她想我死！但是，她却没有看到我的心，在大义凌然的表情下，那颗阴谋得逞的心。因为我知道右边岔路看似干净明亮，但因为翻修出口的关系，尽头的铁门一直是封闭的，跑那边的话绝对是死路一条！而阴暗污秽的左边才是生路。

我很阴险，对吧。

如我所想的一般，她选择了右边那条光亮的岔路，却不知道光亮的背后代表的却是死亡。是的，我终于等到了机会，我重新站起来跑向左边那条漆黑的却代表生存的岔路，最后远远地目送着她。我想看看她走到绝路上的表情，她不是一向那么自信，那么高傲，那么淡定吗？这一次应该会有改变吧。

但我没有想到的是，我那句话产生了连锁反应，所有逃跑的人都跑向了右边，当人们发现右边根本就是一条死路时，他们已经回不去了，大火封闭了来时的路，他们再也没有逃生的可能。最后全变成了一堆堆焦黑的尸体。真正逃出来的，只有我一个人。

因为我的一句话，葬送了无数人的生命，包括我的亲密好友——叶凡玲。

我为什么要害死叶凡玲？因为她比我优秀，还是因为她比我漂亮？不，这些都不能成为我害死她的全部理由，这些都是可以容忍的。而一个女人最不能容忍的是她最亲密的朋友背弃她，企图勾引她的爱人！

是的，叶凡玲想勾引乔宇亮，因为她有一段失败的爱情，所以她嫉妒比她幸福的人，比如我和乔宇亮。所以她想破坏我们，她想从我身边把乔宇亮抢走，我看得出来！我说过我是个向往激情生活的人，但这并不代表我会眼睁睁地看着她来破坏我的幸福！

所以，我先一步行动了，我要感谢那场大火，给了我这样一个黄金机会。当然，我也应该对那些陪葬者道歉，因为他们都是无辜的。

“你应该全记起来了。”耳边传来乔宇亮的声音，我配合着点点头说，“是的，是我害死了叶凡玲。”

“果然是你！”乔宇亮的声音突然高了许多，我一个激灵醒了过来。

我刚才说了什么，我居然对乔宇亮承认是我害死了叶凡玲！我疯了吗？半年来这个秘密一直隐藏在心底，连做梦也害怕说出口，没想到我居然口不择言地说了出来！

“宇亮，你听我说不是这样的……”我还没来得及解释，就被乔宇亮的声音打断了。

“其实我想过放弃。”乔宇亮从怀里拿出一瓶白色的药丸在我眼前晃了晃，“人们都以为那场事故的人都死了，但我知道还有一个幸存者就是你！别问我为什么知道，因为那天我一个人刚好经过那里，也正好看见了你。后来我知道那里起了火，却只有你一个人逃了出来，就连叶凡玲也葬身火海，刚开始我对你有些怀疑，但我太爱你了，把所有事都往好的那方面想。后来你失忆了，我就给你吃了一些能帮助失忆人士恢复记忆的药。看来，这药效果不错，对吧。”

“是的，是我害死了叶凡玲，因为我爱你，我怕她把你从我身边夺走，为了我爱的人，这有什么不对！”

“不，你不是爱我，你是爱你自己。”

“宇亮，别说这些了，你不是一直想和我结婚吗？我答应了，我们现在就去注册，别再想叶凡玲了，答应我。”我拉着乔宇亮的手，哭着求道。

“放手！你这个恶毒的女人，你认为我还会和你结婚吗？你害死了叶凡玲，你别忘了，当初是你破坏了我和叶凡玲，你才是第三者！”

是的，我才是第三者。乔宇亮和叶凡玲本是一对的，是我从中插上一脚破坏了他们的感情。我真的很爱乔宇亮，每次看到他们眉目传情的时候我都害怕，我害怕叶凡玲把他从我的身边抢走，害怕遇到和叶凡玲一样的下场。为了乔宇亮，为了我的幸福，那么，叶凡玲必须死！

所以我害死了叶凡玲，这个我最好的朋友，也害死了那么多无辜的人。

乔宇亮说得不错，我确实是个恶毒的女人。

尾声

乔宇亮走了，走的时候没看我一眼，我想他再也不想看到我这个恶毒的女人。窗外传来震耳欲聋的鞭炮声响，春节真的到了。我把乔宇亮前几天买好的白酒洒遍了客厅的地板，然后划上一根火柴，摇曳的火光和我对视着，充满了生的希望。我的心中忽然激动无比……

我27岁的时候曾有过平静如水的生活。对，平静。平静得让人向往，但我向往充满激情的生命，就像火一般。我曾幻想过有一天我会浴火重生，现在我真的做到了——像凤凰那样。

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