灵魂标本

女人似乎很奇怪，愣了愣，闭上了嘴。她没有露出红牙齿的脸真的很漂亮，很好看，眼睛很黑，嘴唇很红，肌肤很白。她看看我。又看看纸人一样蹦跳着过来站在我身边的香香的衣服。

那的确是香香的衣服，如同依旧有人穿着一样地行动自如的衣服。我的腿是真软了，这回的的确确是被吓倒的。出乎意料地，女人没有任何举动，也没什么表情，她就像是在邻居家逛了一下发现无事可做时就无聊地走了。

她走出门，边走还边唱着那首随时会改变歌词的歌谣，“小明还没到跟小红走的时候，设关系呀没关系，小红会慢慢等，慢慢等，等到下一个小明来给自己做新衣裳……”

当这个女人走入阳光中的时候，她一下消失了。

我听到香香呼了一口气的声音，“呀，她可总算走了。为了救你我可是伪装了好久的衣服呢，这样才能在千钧一发的时候警告你，让你清醒过来。可辛苦死我了。”如充气娃娃一般，香香那扁扁的衣服慢慢鼓起来，接着，扑通一下，她的脑子像是从衣服中凭空长了出来，然后是手和脚。不一会儿，那个我熟悉的香香，依旧神气活现地出现在我面前了。

火车很拥挤，就算不是节假日，也有那么多人。许多农民工提着大包小包，聊着在哪个地方做工比较好，工资比较高，觉得这几年年景还不错。他们肆无忌惮地大笑，睡觉，坐在过道的地上，无拘无束，无所羞耻，让人羡慕。

我就捧着一个小小的破旧的背包，安静地坐在自己的座位上，看着车窗外疾驰而过的树木和田野，心里只有一个念头。那就是回家，赶快回家。

世界上没有无缘无故的鬼怪。确切地说，我所碰到的东西，不是穷凶极恶的鬼，顶多是一种没有善恶观念的怪。它们只是喜欢收集各种各样对生活无望隐隐约约渴望消失的人类的灵魂而已。那个喜欢晒衣服的女人，就是以晒衣服的方式收集人类灵魂的一种普通的怪。当人们由于自身的经历陷入心灵的深渊时，它们就会出现，等到合适的时机，带走人类的灵魂。

如果没有香香的话，我会被那个女人制作成灵魂标本，成为她的又一件新衣服。有太阳的时候拿出来晒晒，可以防止灵魂腐烂，平时保持冰冷的温度。有助于标本的收藏。被做成标本的灵魂，永远也无法逃脱。但是，标本们会一直被小心仔细地看守照顾，直到由于各种意外如虫子总会蛀烂衣服那样的原因，灵魂标本受损后，为了不浪费，怪会把这些坏了的标本给吃掉，牙齿染上血红的印记。

这些都是香香告诉我的。至于香香是从哪里来的，她也没有隐瞒我。她是我的母亲过于担忧而去庙里上香请愿时被请出来的保护神。

母亲并不要求我什么，只希望我平安。我的那个电话后，她不知道隐情但是非常不安，不安到了觉得必须为我做点什么的地步，尽管知道是徒劳。她还是用辛苦赚来的钱去附近的寺庙上香，请愿，这个愿望是如此强烈，强烈到了让保护神感应到了她的心意。因此香香就寻找到了我。

“我跟寺庙没有关系。只不过请愿的人在寺庙道观之类的地方是最多的，所以常年有些保护神会蹲在那里。其实我们也是另一种怪，喜欢收集另一些东西。”香香最后的话语令我非常紧张。不管我怎么追问，她还是大笑着消失了。说自己很忙，要赶着接下一宗案子。

我不顾一切地以最快的速度买了火车票回到故乡。我很希望香香是骗我的，或者顶多是喜欢恶作剧的鬼怪，可是她说的至少有一部分是真实的。比如她告诉我的那个家伙的事。半年前我误八传销团伙，为了逃出来用砖头自卫砸倒了一个看守我的人。我在当地小镇破烂的图书馆找到了她所说的有刊登这个人的消息的一张报纸，报纸配了一幅图片，说明某个非法传销团体被警方一举破获，为首的那个被戴了手铐的人正是当初被我砸得头破血流的人。画面上，那个垂头丧气的人的光头上留着很可怖的伤疤。

我终于见到了我的母亲。她神情慈祥，一如从前。我这才觉得自己曾经有过的远离她的想法是多么愚蠢。母亲身上少了一样东西，她留了多年舍不得剪的长发没有了。当我问起时，她笑着说没什么，是帮邻居家救火时被烧掉的。

无论何时，我都不会再绝望。把小明压扁的，不是车辆，是生活。不管如何，我都要像香香那样活蹦乱跳地活着，想着我记挂的人和记挂我的人，让小红永远找不到被压扁的小明。

亲爱的朋友，如果某天你发现了一个奇怪的喜欢晒衣服的女人，请不要警惕她，请警惕你自己。

你，是否绝望了?

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