窥中谜

【十二】

“你真卑鄙,竟然利用我的故事作为掠夺他人性命的借口!”

“难道这不是你所想要的吗?我只是按照你的意愿帮助你罢了。”

“帮助,这就是你所谓的帮助?”我抑制不住,失声痛哭。“你为什么要我记起来?你为什么要杀这么多人?如果你真的肯帮助我,这一切根本就不会发生,张永强也不会强暴我!”

“你这么恨我啊。瞧瞧你心里那些鬼念头,你的卑鄙比我好不了多少。如果你不生出这样邪恶的念头,我又怎么会知道你的秘密呢?你不是很希望他们都死掉吗?如你所愿了。”她推着轮椅慢慢向我靠近,“知道这个秘密的所有人,我都杀掉了,小青,你都忘记吧,你就再也不会害怕了。”

“不,知道这个秘密的人还有一个没有死。”

苏夕嫣惊愕地看着我,她的脸上出现一种难以置信的表情。

“你不要假情假意了。如果你真的当我是朋友,当时怎么会不救我?我看到那根红线了,你也在场!即使你自己没能力救我,你也可以向别人求救,可是你没有!”

“不,不是那样的。小青,你听我解释。我在每个月十五的晚上都会丧失所有灵力,我也恨我自己救不了你。我错了,我是真的想和你成为朋友。”她抱住我的腿,声音带着哭腔。“知道这个秘密的人都死了。小青,以后我们永远在一起吧。永远不会有人知道这件事了,我们一起走吧。”

每个月的十五?!我指着窗外那轮皎月,冷冷道:“如果我没算错,今天是十五吧?”

苏夕嫣从轮椅上跌了下来,她蠕动着身体不断后退。她的声音有些颤抖,“你想干什么,你疯了吗?”

我把她抱回轮椅上,慢慢推到楼梯口。

“其实我只想让你明白,最可怕的不是鬼神,而是人心。”

角落里那只黑猫突然向我扑过来,我和苏夕嫣一起滚下了楼梯。世界颠倒成一片,一双有力的手扳过我的头,我躺在苏夕嫣的臂弯里和她一起滑下楼梯,那一刻我听到时间静止的轰鸣——她的头重重地撞在楼梯转角的消防栓上,血从她的后脑勺流出来染红了整整一层台阶。

她用手轻轻蒙住了我的眼,“小青,你都忘记吧。你就再也不会害怕了。”

【十三】

医院里,我昏昏沉沉地醒来。我妈喜极而泣,“小青,你没事吧,你没事可就太好了。可让妈担心死了。”

“我怎么了?”我头疼欲裂,看着脚上的绷带,才知道自己刚刚经历了一场大劫,所幸大难不死。

“你去帮警察抓凶手苏夕嫣,据说你们两个打斗中从楼梯上滚下来了。你说你学什么不好学见义勇为,多危险啊……”

“妈。”我打断她至少要说到明天早上的批评教育课,“苏夕嫣是和我一起滚下楼梯的?她人呢?”

“她死了。听说她的头正好撞在消防栓上。等你出院了,我们就搬家吧。这楼里死了这么多人,是住不得了。”

真的死了吗?真的是我们一起滚下了楼梯?为什么我只记得我将她推了下去?

我的眼前慢慢浮现出一张脸,那是苏夕嫣的脸,她隔着猫眼与我相望,笑靥如花。

“小青,你再也不用害怕了。”

Introduce:[one] the neighbour that Su Xiyan is me, allegedly she has a poliomyelitis in one's childhood, bring about a private parts to break down. The flesh on her arm and leg tightens close shrink into oneself, show strange amaranth, her rock is worn double arm when the sound that gives out similar dry Chai She to break, hair-raising and heart Jing. She uses the trouser legs that abandons old rug to build a sky to swing, sit on wheelchair all day, move back and forth back and forth in room, kitchen, balcony, corridor. If she is stood by, your ear root hears the voice that wheelchair moves ahead successively with respect to ground of meeting be scared, like skeleton one inch inch rupture, the person that seems a skeleton to be broken completely again is worn in move the body. She always is so weird the cat that makes a person carrying her creepily again appears suddenly in the late night. I do not like her that wool is gotten by baked wheaten cake farfetched short leg cat, the arm of pale to her face and shrink also is not had very good impression. The night that just studies by oneself in scheduled time late puts in the elevator exit that lets me be in 19 's charge to encounter her. Her family went abroad, the supermarket that only the aunt of a distance lies between a few days to carrying large bag looks at her in light of food. Her door mouth to elevator, with me the home is lying between two other peoples only. Every time the elevator such as my when, total meeting feels to after one's death a door is pulled open gently. I dare be she peeps in a crack between a door and its frame for certain I. When because of every time I give lift, she always is met punctual without by accident slouch sit in elevator mouth like her head somnambulate. "The first, the 2nd, the 3rd …… " the arm that she raises kind of withered Chai Yi gestures everywhere in air, crazy crazy ground laughs on the face. The wool with one big gules group drops suddenly on her wheelchair, the one aspect of the matter of wool is fastened on her artifice, the wool ball of another end boils to the shadow place of corridor. Sympathize with heart cause trouble, ground of my a curious coincidence goes collecting the wool ball that answered that red for her in corridor. "The first, the 2nd, the 3rd …… " she still crazy crazy laugh. "What are you counting? " " several the deads, somebody is dead. " she raises a head, show weird smile. "The first dies on building top, the 2nd dies in the bathroom, the 3rd flies, flew …… " her rock is worn double arm, try to stand up from wheelchair make volitant gesture. There is an unidentified object suddenly outside the window of heavy of dim light of night perpendicular fall, express wallop gives out brisk noise in air. After depressing clash, the night restores original calm again. What is that? I am abrupt the whole body is algid, want to go by the side of the window explore after all, foot however a bit is stridden do not move. I take out the key, the hand is not obedient however ground shakily. Ferial in can open easily