镜头前的真实演出

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等我醒来的时候，已经被全身赤裸，五花大绑地绑在暖气片上。

刘警官坐在我的正前方，眼睛直直地盯着我，眼神冰冷得不像是人类。那种眼神，就像是一只吃惯了人肉的野兽，在看着自己的早餐。

“你，你到底到底是谁？”我挣扎着问。

“猜猜看？”刘警官若无其事地拿起一把剪刀，开合着，像是在检查够不够锋利。

“你，你才是B大姐的丈夫？你发现了B大姐跟我家楼上的事情，所以，你，你就杀了他？”我全身发抖，哆哆嗦嗦地说。

“猜得不错！”刘警官赞赏似的微笑着点点头，拿起剪刀在我下身来回比划着。

“等等！你是警察，不要知法犯法啊！”刘警官忍不住大笑起来：“不是穿着警服就是警察啊！”刘警官微笑着，“不过你小子够幸运了，还好你不看电视报纸，不然第一次我来探听消息，就可以发现你的秘密了，让你多活了几天！还好你这傻小子自投罗网！”

他拿起剪刀，轻轻划过我的脸颊，我感到脸上一阵火热的刺痛，一股鲜血涌了出来。

“放，放了我吧。”我抱着侥幸心理哀求着。

“放了你？”刘警官猛地站起来，一脚狠狠地踢在我的裆部，我疼得直冒冷汗，杀猪似的叫起来。

“最恨你这种下三滥，像老鼠一样在黑暗中偷窥别人的生活！当你偷窥别人的时候，也会想到有这么一天吗？”刘警官恶狠狠地说，接着拿起剪刀，停在了我的下身。

我撕心裂肺地大声叫着，晕了过去。

8

我醒来的时候，看到一张苍白的脸，那是一个大概跟我岁数不相上下的男人，皮肤很苍白，像是很久都没有晒过太阳，周围几个警察忙忙碌碌地收集着屋子里的线索。

那个男人颇有兴味地看着我，向我伸出了手。我看到一枚熟悉的水晶戒指。

原来，他也是有一台高倍数天文望远镜，有着跟我相同的爱好，而我跟他比，却是小巫见大巫。

原来，为了不被别人发现自己的秘密，所以他终日不拉开窗帘，他甚至从地板上钻了一个孔，在B大姐家的天花板上放置了一枚针孔摄像机，所以，他不仅知道B大姐家的情人就住我楼上，也知道那个“刘警官”是一个警方通缉多年的。有数条命案在身的杀人犯，近期刚潜回本市。

原来，他从望远镜里看到了B大姐的情人被刘建杀死，也看到了刘建向我探听消息，看到我怎样引狼入室。在我饶有兴趣地观看对面楼里的表演时，他也在静悄悄地观赏这场电影，只不过，在他的电影里，我是主角，而他是导演，是那个在背后操纵着提线木偶的人，我结局的生死，只在他的一念之间。

“你为什么不早点告诉我呢？”劫后余生的我竟然崩溃似的哭了起来，边痛哭流涕边质问他。

“你知道的，偷窥者有责任保护被偷窥的人，让被偷窥的人一辈子都不知道自己曾在另一个人的面前尽情表演，这样才能欣赏到最完美真实的演出，不是吗？”他平静地说。

Introduce:1 I call Meng Da, this year 35 years old, without trade public figure, two old rooms that leave in recumbent home make a living, one rents, one oneself live, do not have a mother without father, without close without reason, wait for support of the people to enrage. Everyday in the morning, I can open one canister beer, drinking at the same time, walk along the balcony at the same time, tear down is unconscious wearing then extremely the cloth on times binoculars, go up eye collect, begin me one day " the job " . Believe me, this is one kind is compared absolutely see a movie the recreation with more interesting TV. Those all are false, happen in binoculars, however all is true. For instance Miss A in 2 buildings opposite side, company of outer look forward to works, wearing shirt short skirt in the morning everyday, on the picture delicate weak makeup, taking portfolio to go out, see neighbour also can nod greet sb smile, about of a pair of well-educated fair maiden. Only I know, class of every the world comes home, she can strip off all dresses, stark-naked ground is to-and-fro. Cook, have a meal, after washing a bowl, the A that begins to open computer piece masturbate, again and again, until so tired that be asleep till, do not pull even the curtain even occasionally. What live next door Miss A is B eldest sister, she is a model is housewife, see TV do chore in the home everyday. Her old consortium is punctual and excellent, after eating a meal, two people are done finally " the motion on the bed " . Her husband goes evening early to return everyday, still be away on official business completely occasionally, work probably very tired, because this always makes B eldest sister not quite satisfactory, so I am guessed, this a period of time, lie between men of a few days of occurrence that black clothes, it is her lover. Man of that black clothes appears every time always is very careful, wearing black jacket, the cap is pressed very lowly, see look of not clear what, two people are kissed one time can go to a bedroom, pull a curtain. B eldest sister is very bold, can take the advantage of Laogong to be away on official business even sometimes, let that man live on 9 days, look housewife people instead more be unable to bear loneliness. There is to like to put on sexy underwear in the evening next door the across of Miss A, wear the wig of big wave, wear heavy make-up, twist before the mirror will twist the C man that go. The bosom of Miss A is very big probably 36d; B eldest sister likes to move with husband in the sitting room; C man favores pink underwear. The upstairs resident other people opposite side, had done not have what secret in my eye, everyday the angle that I adjust good binoculars and focal length, the channel that wants to look changes at will like beginning to resemble watching TV. Only I cannot see a table, be Miss A then is upstairs, what I do not know is what person, that one curtain always is pulled, can see somebody opens window take a breath now and then, lying between a curtain always also, see a pale hand only, taking a modelling to surprise