致命的童真

死去的舅舅

外婆的死讯是一周后传来的,因为家里只有外婆自己,所以她是什么时候死的没人知道,还是邮递员发现了外婆的尸体以后报警的,打来电话的警察和妈妈说:“老人家是心脏病突发的猝死,现场有些诡异,一具小孩的尸骨散落在你母亲的床上,估计你母亲的死可能和惊吓有关。”

妈妈挂掉电话的时候,我问她:“是外婆去世了吗?

妈妈点了点头。

“妈妈,外婆为什么会死,是春树家的爷爷和奶奶把她带走了吗?”

妈妈看着我道:“囡囡,春树家的爷爷和奶奶是不会带走外婆的,外婆是太老了才会死的。”

我哦了一声,没再理会外婆去世的消息,就跑到院子里和小朋友们一起玩了。小孩子的世界最单纯,他们对亲情对友情只有最初最执著的爱和恨,当一切离自己的生活远了,那些东西也就不再重要了。

只是那些被我忘掉的事情在很久以后被想起,总觉得有些事情是命中注定的,离开外婆家那天,因为好奇我偷来了外婆放在楼下准备安葬的舅舅的尸骨,离开的时候,为了报复外婆对我的严厉,我把整整一个盒子的骨头都倒在了外婆的床上,以至……

至于外婆的死是否与我有关已经不重要了,毕竟那些事情已经离我而去。

再一次看到春树家爷爷和奶奶的故事时,我已经长大,成了母亲,而我的妈妈则成了女儿的外婆,故事书里的春树家的爷爷和奶奶是流连在三界之中的引魂人,他们怕年幼的小孩子找不到奈何桥无法投胎做人,所以他们在小孩子死掉的时候就会去带走小孩子的灵魂,带他们找到正确的路。他们是死掉小孩子眼里最慈祥的春树家的爷爷和奶奶,他们不是坏人,也不会伤害小孩子,故事的插图是一张合影,是春树家的爷爷和奶奶,春树家爷爷穿着青布褂子,奶奶穿着花坎肩。而他们拉着一个胖胖的小男孩,那个男孩多像那年的钱聪聪。

女儿和一帮小朋友一起玩泥巴的时候,一同照看他们的大人们坐在一起,看小孩的一位老奶奶指着哭泣的小孙子说:“再哭,再哭让狼把你吃了。”

我想所有人的童年都会出现过这样的话,爷爷奶奶,外公外婆,甚至爸爸妈妈,他们用这种方式让小孩子害怕,让小孩子听话,让小孩子谨小慎微,胆战心惊地活着,可是别忘了小孩子只是小,而不是傻,他们会害怕,而且他们也不是好惹的。

被责骂的小孩子抬头看了一眼严厉的奶奶又怯懦地低下头,他奶奶离开的时候,他却抬起头对着离去的背影狠狠地骂了一句:“该死的老太婆。”

你看,小孩子可不是好惹的,千万别惹到小孩子,也许下一个死掉的就是你,杀死你的正是小孩子甜甜的微笑,还有那致命的童真。因为在那童真的背后是他们无辜的单纯。

Introduce:"Sh, nevered mention it, chun Shujia's grandfather and grandma came. " I think everybody is in childhood when had heard such word: Bully swiftly? cries to let a wolf eat you again. " it is otherwise: Bay you are troubled by? of a keeper of domestic animals tending or guard a gate to let crazy old man take away you again. " and the childhood in me, those who replace these is the grandfather of the Chun Shujia that affected mother and my lifetime and grandma, very long the following I see Bai Mei rares, the foreign room that sees Portuguese color still can remember everything what be in grandmother home in one's childhood, qian Congcong of that year, grandmother of that year, that year Mom. The grandfather that knows Chun Shujia for the first time and grandma still go to grandmother home that 7 years old years, die on battlefield when grandfather is young, grandmother does not have remarry, taking year young the mother gives birth to vivid outer beach alone. Mom often says with me, the husband's family outside you is so outside the rich and powerful family of the beach, your grandmother from small those who read is foreign famous book, and see grandmother the first times, I also feel this old lady has temperament very much really, the cheongsam of velvet, meticulous hair, I think I had met summer very happily that year. What just let me did not think of is, elegant in that way grandmother can be old feudal. 10 years old of the following children should hear parental word. 10 years old of the following children cannot go out after the day is black. 10 years old of the following children cannot leave on the street alone. 10 years old of the following children cannot be contacted with stranger. 10 years old of the following children cannot capricious monkey business. 10 years old of the following children should know respectable old person. Grandmother puts that piece of paper on the tea table of violet wood, push glasses to look up see me: Class Xuan? a few years old? " my hold tight wears the floret skirt that taking bud silk looks up visited grandmother: Excuse me of eight Dong Gui! ? of broil of Bi Hun Pang " little darling, understand just grandmother reads aloud? " look at the eye with sharp grandmother I nod, mom says she does what evildoing not to escape to cross the eye of grandmother as a child, that is a pair of sharp eyes really, tibet ases if to wear in pupil a cobra. See I nod, grandmother laugh, furrow is in like Qiu He that piece of appreciably drifts on pale face. She to my beck, I went by, gules small leather shoes is hit on the floor of wood to give out the sound of Da Da. Grandmother holds me in the arms in the bosom to feeling my hair to say: Did bald? of   department understand scar to must be abided by know? " " know. " grandmother appears very glad, holding me in the arms to kiss persistently: Little darling of bald? of pa  calumniate is the most obedient. " the house of grandmother home is very big, it is the foreign room of the Portuguese style of double deck, have a big garden downstairs, there is a small board in the garden, not quite, there is the script of loaded down with trivial details above, I not know. The husband's family outside just arriving when, I go picking a rose, had not come up against the rose of those white, by