悬疑故事之懒车

我那可怜的母亲，为了养活我而一日兼了四份职，可即便是这样都没办法让我吃饱穿暖。而那些出身较好的人，不管怎样懒惰，都能过得比我们娘俩儿快活得多。最后，被贫穷逼得走投无路的母亲，把我带来了这里坐缆车，到了山顶后，走到观景台，跳了下去。

我是看着她跳下去的。

当时年幼的我惊慌失措，拉着周围游人的衣服恳求他们下山去救救我的母亲，但他们都一脸漠然地拒绝了我，脸上的表情分明是在对我说：“我们懒得管。”

之后被警察带下山，看着已经蒙上白布的母亲被抬上警车，旁边一群打着哈欠的警察无所事事地围在那里聊天，在那一秒钟，我发现我原本对这个世界的认知都土崩瓦解。

懒，居然不再是一种贬义词。

大家理所当然地懒着，毫无半点羞耻感。

站在母亲当年跳下去的观景台，俯视山下时我体会到母亲当时的心情，绝望，还有对这个世界深深的怨念。

“陈冉。”

有人在叫我。

知道这个地方的，不会有第二个人。

“朱依？”

我打量着面前这个穿黑色风衣戴着大墨镜的女人，不确定地问。

“对！是我。”朱依靠近我，似乎憋了一肚子的话要对我说。

“你来这里干什么？我说过和你之间是不可能的！”我皱着眉头，对朱依毫不客气地喝道。

“别这样，陈冉，你听我说。”朱依试图再靠近一些，“我去整容了！来，你看看我的眼睛！我割了双眼皮，虽然还没有完全恢复，不过已经看得出来了。你靠近一些，看看我的眼睛！来，看看！”

“不！”我像挥开苍蝇一般极其厌恶地挥舞着手，“我懒得看！我才不想看你这张丑陋的脸！恶心！”

压死骆驼的最后一根稻草落下，朱依的眼中仅存的希望破灭，面如死灰。

“你说得是真的？”朱依的声音颤抖，“再给你一次机会，收回你刚才说的话。”

我冷笑道：“不管你给我多少次机会，我都不会收回刚才的话。你这张让人恶心的脸，我懒得看。”

听到我说的话后，朱依脸上的表情定住，狠狠咬了下嘴唇，突然朝我冲了过来。

还没反应过来的我，只觉得胸口处传来一阵刺痛，等到这种刺痛遍及全身，我才发现左胸口处鲜血如井喷。

“我不想这样的……”

意识渐渐模糊，朱依那张爬满鼻涕眼泪的脸在我视网膜上分散重叠，不再清晰，她手中捏着的匕首正往下滴血。

要是我早一点思考朱依对我说的话，事情会不会有另外一个结果？

答案是未知的。

因为我已经懒得去思考了。

“你逼我的！陈冉，你逼我的！”

这是我听到的来自这个世界的最后的声音。

可我变成如今这个样子，又是谁逼的呢？

尾声

“龙舌山缆车游览中心发现三具尸体，两男一女。警方认为凶手系同一人。”

摘下黑色的大墨镜，女子露出那双刚拆线不久，仍显浮肿的眼睛。

看完报纸上右下角处有关取缔市内多处缆车的通知后，女子把墨镜戴好，直接将报纸扔进旁边的垃圾桶。

“要是还像现在这样懒懒散散地破案，可是抓不到凶手的哟。”

女子微笑着望着地铁站口处形色匆忙的人群。因为是周一的缘故，人们都一改周末懒惰散漫的生活状态，恨不得能多长两只脚来走路。

“那么，接下来应该整哪里呢？”女子掏出镜子，打量着自己的脸。

就像缆车一样，女人有了目标后，一旦发动，便一鼓作气地冲向终点，不作任何迟疑。

“这个世界没有丑女人，只有懒女人。”

女子把镜子放回包里，朝着最近的整形医院走去。

在这个没人敢偷懒的周一，世界似乎变得分外美好。

城市里的缆车中心都暂时关闭了。所有人都看不到了，那些用铁皮包裹着的大家伙，懒懒地，一步一步向上爬。

Introduce:Chock mom, is this " lazy car " ? Namely the sort of very lazy very lazy car. Either so write? How should be that written? Oh, I understood. But, call it " lazy car " be more appropriate? It climbs so slow, with the child ran that those are disinclined to move in nursery school when exactly like. I am not lazy, I and mom are euqally laborious! On this world, everybody likes laborious person, lazy person won't have good result, right! Hum! I promise mother you, my meeting and mom are same, do a laborious person! (one) I dare bet, most person first time is heard " telpher " this word when, metropolis and I am same, think its writing a law is " lazy car " . Even if is now, I think to compose " lazy car " the meeting is more appropriate. Must go before the cable drawing of recumbent on established orbit roof, the rate that advance is extremely slow, always shake ground of leisurely of shake from side to side slow fast rise or drop, so slack that can call vehicle scarcely. Nevertheless common people seems to had not wanted to want to regard a kind of vehicle that drives time as its, they hope even telpher can travel is gotten more " lazy " a bit, such, the scenery outside viewing and admire car window can more follow one's inclinations. But now, my idea is not apparently on the scenery of both sides. Beautiful snow sits by my, livid face, eyes midstream is shown impatient with detest, resembling is to meet by chance all over dirty stray dog. "Do you have after all? If make an appointment with me to come out to return,be for the word of that thing, I persuade you or died this heart! " really, it is I give what come out about beautiful snow. I try to redeem her heart for the last time. "Fasten such, beautiful snow, be to get along before us all the time very happy? " both hands is handed in artificially fold together, that is the chronic movement when I am nervous and disturbed. Give out in the nasal cavity of beautiful snow " hum " , the disgust in the eye was deepened it seems that. "That is before, different now. " beautiful snow does not go the face, looking smooth is to look at me this piece of face she feels to be fed up with, "We had parted company! Parted company do you know? Do not pester me again, it is impossible that you know perfectly well I and you! " in noticing my eyes, still stay have unwilling to give up, beautiful Xue Gan is fragile a head spoke out completely: "Don't you understand? The wife is willing to accompany you to struggle to suffer from a day too together together without which! Chen Ran, you come out from orphanage, foster mother of your foster father also is average worker only, by this bit of your present salary, what do you take to buy a house? What do you take to give me happiness? " because,still be after all this ah. I change the face to ahead, close an eye, before feeling for the time being is closed. Right, I am from