犹如故人归

“寻她的机缘……”我放了心，望着这个美得令人倾心的女人，心里忽然升起一种被捉弄的恼怒，“那你为什么装神弄鬼？直接把钥匙给我不就好了吗？”

“那样有何益？你不过多得几件东西，仍旧终日颓丧，岂会破茧成蝶，成就今日的模样？”女子平静地说。

我被她问得无言以对。

女子也不说话了，一双美丽的丹凤眼像水一样柔情万种地望着我，似有无限深意。我也目不转睛地望着这双眼睛，良久，忽然间福至心灵：“你是……竹青？！”

女子笑靥如花，轻轻点着头：“鱼客，你终于是想起来了。”

这两个名字像线的两头，把跨越时空的记忆的遗珠全部串连了起来。我恍然大悟，二十多年前那只被误伤的乌鸦并不是偶然出现在家门口的树枝上，它就是竹青的化身，她是来看我的。

“那时你我情缘已了，本当各自归去，”竹青轻叹，“可惜我堪不破，偏要去看你，结果自然是被人射伤，自食恶果。”

“所以五年前，我虽替你祖母办事，却不愿再增烦扰，便打定主意不出现在你面前。今日现身，也只为你已经放下过去，有了新的生活，我才来和你道别。”竹青幽幽地望着我。

“你去哪里？”我脱口而出。

“我现在是汉水的女神，这次，到了我袖手归去的时候了。鱼客，你保重。”竹青说完，化为黑色的乌鸦，眨眼间飞远。

“竹青——”我叫道，猛地从梦里醒来。

“怎么了？”妻子睡眼惺忪地问。

我回到了现实，妻子半梦半醒，以为我做了什么噩梦。我心中一动，将她娇小的身躯搂在怀中：“没事，睡吧，我就是热醒了。”

“那开空调。”妻子含糊地说。

“开着呢，你别担心了，”我抚摸着她的秀发，心中一片安宁和平静。

“床头柜上有安息香，你闻闻，可以安神。”妻子又说。

“好了，好了，我知道了，你快睡。”我握住她的手，过眼云烟已随梦境消散，只有眼下的幸福是切实的，我长舒一口气，也闭上眼，一夜无梦。

Introduce:When one angelica receives a sad news of the death, the grandma had been cremated, because be summer. And I am undertaking field makes an on-the-spot investigation in remote, the mobile phone does not have signal. I always cannot help thinking back to later, when the pattern that when I and classmates in spirits ground studies one individual plant is herbal, the grandma is fighting with Azrael in emergency treatment room. 2 aunt are received on the small town outside still be being written down so that I return hill when phone of not cold lukewarm, there is one him individual plant to collect the angelica that come in the hand. Flashy blood arteries and veins is refluent with the feeling of lungs of painful thorough heart this also does not forget all one's life, angelica is OK and acetanilide, can hemostatic, but my hand loosens, the plant of green umbrella state that root of flesh of that individual plant develops drops with respect to straight straight ground. I am born before long parents died with respect to the accident, I am brought up by the grandma, she is the daughter of the landlord, had encountered a lot of disturbance all one's life, disposition is unusually stubborn, everybody dare invite children and neighbour she. I remember her hitting fan drive midge all night to me in dog days however, have a fever she is fierce when hanging water the flat range that Babade makes a grandfather buy me to love most to me. The grandfather died when I am 10 years old. If it were not for she, I am thrown early into welfare courtyard by aunt of a few uncle emerge of itself and perish of itself. After she is dead, I also did not divide money worth. Nevertheless I am indifferent to, took a piece of black-and-white photograph when the grandma is young to go only. The thing goes 3 years, often take out that piece of black-and-white photograph, I do not feel alone between this the world. I entered courtyard of doctor of traditional Chinese medicine, worked more than two years, this is late I am worth evening shift. Periodical of the medicine in one sitting in emergency call room to browse, I bent over to be asleep on the table insensibly, confused, outside corridor by far and the sound that transmits Peng Peng Peng nearly, sound resembling is to bat rubber ball. This building is inpatient department 6783, but children ward is not however in this building. I fear the child Tibet that is which patient is here, this thing also has happened previously. I went from consulting room, the dome light at corridor is bad, a child stands below that shadow. The voice that takes rubber ball did not stop, incompact slow catch. "Hello, child, from the ward between where do you sneak away come out ah? " I cry, "Cannot play now, meeting influence others rests. " " uncle, my …… " hear voice, it is a little girl. My mood is put a bit softer, half step moves toward her: "Cannot play now, the uncle sends you to go back, from which you come? " she extends finger finger to support. "6, are 7 still eightfold? " do not know why, I feel her finger is a bit strange, particularly long, have bit of turn again. "…… of chuckle cough up " girl laugh rises. My heart thinks this dot is not sensible still, nonsense