骨灰钻戒

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果然，这一切都是迟暮的阴谋。

迟暮说：“我父亲是一个金属模具制造厂的车工，罗列的父亲是那间厂的领导。当年，我父亲在车间工作时，不慎将自己的左臂伸进了巨大的转轮里，那转轮把他整个胳膊活活地割掉了。事故发生后，我父亲不仅没有得到应有的赔偿，而且还被罗列的父亲赶出了厂子。那时我家的生活很窘迫，急需钱，就去找他，他居然说他儿子就要上大学了，资金紧张，实在没有多余的钱了。我的父亲悲愤交加，回来那晚就上吊自杀了……我是后来才知道罗列就是那个人的儿子的，于是，我一直在寻找机会。直到你见到那辆计程车，我才知道机会来了。”

原来，从某种意义上说，我才是背后真正的刽子手。一切的起源都是因为我见到了那辆该死的遥控计程车。

那天晚上，我第一次遇见那辆94***164。我不知道那只是荔香哥哥在那里把玩自己的“作品”，被吓了一跳，更把这个消息告诉了班上的人。当时，别的同学都不相信，只有早从荔香的口里知道有这样一辆车的迟暮心里起了微妙的变化，于是，顺水推舟，叫荔香跟我说她也见过，然后正式实施了这个谋害罗列的计划。首先，他找到荔香，叫她帮他把那辆她见过的遥控计程车的频率查清楚，然后把计程车引导了过去。然后，迟暮利用我见到无人驾驶计程车的契机，故意让罗列见到他进入了那辆计程车，然后跑到外面“失踪”了一个多月，其实，他只是跑到B市找了一所出租房住了下来，他想，反正就要毕业了，早几个月离开学校并没有什么问题，而且，拿不到毕业证这件事和报仇雪恨这件事比起来，实在是微不足道。

过了一段时间，他叫荔香把罗列约出学校，迟暮在他后面用钢丝绳把他勒死，然后把他放在那辆计程车上，在我再次出现的那个夜晚，故意让我看见。结果，我更以为是那辆计程车作的祟，其实，当时他和荔香就坐在后面那辆黑色的轿车里，用无线电遥控着那辆94***164，因为，只有在500米范围内遥控装置才有效。就这样，他们把罗列的尸体直接“运”到了火葬场的后山，把他焚烧了，并用泥土掩埋好。

“那左木呢？他为什么会失踪？你不要说这和你没有关系！”我愤愤地问他，却觉得自己忽然就没有了底气。

迟暮原本悲愤的脸上随即蒙上了一层无奈的悲戚，“那是因为他见到了我。为了防止计划失败，我平时很少出门，可是偏偏那天我要买些急用品，结果，经过广场时居然被来参加招聘会的他看见了，他很兴奋，当即说要通知学校，我没有办法，只好先把他请进了我的出租屋拖延时间，然后偷偷地把他的手机扔掉。我本无心杀他，可是那天晚上，他居然在房间里看到了我给荔香写的信，我不得不那么做……”迟暮说到这里，使劲地挠着头，似乎当时那个情景还在噬咬着他，让他痛苦不堪，“他和我吵了一架，说要报警，我别无他法，就在他喝的水里下了安眠药，并用枕头把他……闷死了。”

迟暮的声音渐渐低了下去，随即变成低低的饮泣。两年的时间，并没有让他对当年犯下的过错释怀，我能想象在这将近八百多个日日夜夜里，他心理上承受的煎熬。

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那个刻着精致花纹的木制骨灰盒是荔香从床底下拿给我看的，她说：“这是左木的骨灰，他被杀后，当晚就送到火葬场火化了，骨灰就在这里。迟暮一直留着它，可是见到它又使他痛悔非常，于是，我就把它藏进了床底下，对他说我把它埋了。”

我看着骨灰盒，说不出一句话来。曾经那么鲜活的一个生命，竟为了迟暮那不正当途径的报复行动而成了冤魂。

带着骨灰盒离开时，荔香送我，她一直低着头，满脸阴郁。在我准备上车时，她忽然说：“诺然，其实，我已经和迟暮商量好，准备自首了。”

我愣了一下，没有说话，径直上了车。我心里想的是，早知如此，何必当初。

半个月后，一则题为“良知唤醒迷途两青年，多年失踪悬案背后真凶露面自首”的新闻出现在报纸上。当天，我就带着左木的骨灰搭上了到c市的列车，我要把骨灰交给左木的父母，我知道左木的家人有足够的钱为他打造一个他曾经那么渴望拥有的骨灰钻戒，而这个钻戒，将是我们可以见到的，唯一的纪念。

Introduce:Ashes of the dead of an added ingredient is OK the message of give up of make it getting is Zun Mu most see from the net first, say the foreign country has a kind of technology, can come out the of 20% carbolic element extraction in ashes of the dead, make carbolic element changes molecular structure below the condition of high temperature high pressure next, become jewel, still can set diamond on ring, make it plunges drop. When Zun Mu says of one face yearning, do not think what suffer enumerate however is satiric: "What monkey year Ma Yue's news, still take show off? Do this kind of thing how much is you know not to know cost? 1 carat is adjacent 1 million! " when saying, one face despises. Zun Mu's expression becomes very ugly at once, answer aloud: "Do you think I go out not to rise? My home has a plenty of money, become your ashes of the dead plunge drop, it is more than sufficient! " enumerate is enraged complexion is paly, be about to stand up from the chair, the meditate before I go up at once with late evening, atmosphere just alleviated some. 1. That day in the evening, make teaching in home to the urban district, solve a physics problem to help that high school be born, when leaving already very late, last bus went early, I am forced to walk out of cab of alley mouth cut. In those days is to was controlled at 24 o'clock probably, the cold and cheerless on the driveway, only one word discharges street lamp, cast faint light on the afforest bush of both sides. 5 minutes, came in succession two cab, but the driver sees I am appearance of a pair of student, and know to had done not have a bus at that time, sit so the price since the ground, say not to make a list, 50 yuan. I am very angry, did not go up stoutly. Do not think this refuses, half hour later disappears the car comes. I begin secretly anxious, the heart wants this how to should do, should answer the school on foot really? That estimation should take a many hour. fraught, the end of the driveway appeared a gules cab, leave unhappily, my heart leaves one happy event, the heart thinks: It is 50 yuan, also admitted. Do not think, that car ends in the driveway travel is worn all the time, do not have the meaning of keep to the side, I think the driver did not see, at once toward that car beck. At this moment, cab has sailed before me, still the meaning that a bit did not stop, I am about urgently to call up phonate. But, I did not call up phonate after all, because I do not know to cry toward who, one person is not had for nothing actually in that cab! Get on even driver's seat absolutely empty! I look at that weird cab swoon agape to be in the line of sight, think be oneself is psychedelic, but, that scene is so clear, and with my eyesight of 5.3, misread how possibly? Thinking, feel …… of scalp pins and needles returns the school suddenly, I am this thing immediately in the dormitory said, as expected nobody believes me, saying or is me