随机杀人事件

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他长长地睡了一觉，就像是在休息，而不是正在被人活体肢解。等他醒来的时候，天光早已澎湃地涌进房间里来。

他努力地侧头看看，看到自己的双臂被拉直了用竹竿绑住，还没有被卸下去。

女孩儿搬了一把椅子在对面坐着，好像在思考什么。

“为什么还不动手？”他问。

女孩儿的脸上浮现出焦躁和黯然的神情，没说话。

然后她站了起来，沉默地走到窗前，就像变成了一个普通的温婉的女孩儿，背影竟然显得有些落寞忧伤。

如果他有腿，如果他可以活动，他真想趁这样的机会一脚把这儿女魔头踢出窗外。

女孩儿的肩膀忽然颤抖起来，竟仿佛开始无声哭泣起来，似乎她从窗外看到了什么。

他很茫然，不知道这是不是因为女疯子更疯了。

在这种状态里过了一会儿，他竟然听到了激烈的敲门声。

“开门，开门！”随着激烈急躁的敲门声一起响起的，还有一个苍老的焦急的喊声。

女孩儿猛地转过身来，充满仇恨地看着房门，瞪视了很久，她才走过去猛地拉开了房门。

一个老人立刻跌跌撞撞地冲了进来。

“兰兰，你……”老人看见了椅子上绑着的他，浑身颤抖着，说不出话来了。

“呵呵，你为什么来？”女孩儿看着老人，轻蔑地冷笑。

“兰兰，你为什么要这么做？为什么？”老人颤抖哀哭。

“我问你，你为什么不报警呢？你不是最能大义灭亲吗？我都做了这么可怕的事了，照片也寄给你看了，你为什么不报警呢？”女孩儿冷笑着，但是眼泪却控制不住地流了下来。

他完全看不懂发生了什么。

“兰兰，我知道你恨我，可是……可是你的爸爸妈妈毕竟是杀了人，爷爷不能眼看着他们犯错还逃走啊。”老人悲怆地说。

“他们杀人是故意的吗？如果不是因为那个浑蛋欺负我，他们会失手打死他吗？”女孩儿激动地质问道。

“那个人……那个人的确是浑蛋……”老人颤抖地说。

“这个人也是一样，也想欺负我，所以我就要折磨他，杀死他，我还要给你看到，让你去报警，成全你的大义！”女孩儿尖利地打断他。

老人说不出话了，他颤抖着上前，想要抱住女孩，但是女孩儿一把推开了他，哭着跑了出去。

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他没有失去腿，当老人把他放下来，他才发现自己的腿被巧妙地藏在了椅子上的两个洞里，然后被两条浸满红色液体的空裤腿替代了，也许是因为用了麻药，他的腿失去了知觉，所以他才会以为自己失去了腿。

帘子后面的尸体竟然也是假的，他打电话回家去，妻子女儿一直都好端端的，女孩儿根本没有去过自己的家。

女孩儿的爸爸妈妈失手杀了人，是爷爷报的警，女孩儿无法理解和原谅爷爷，所以故意做出这件事给爷爷看……

他理解女孩儿，也原谅了她对自己一晚上的虐待，因为他明白自己被女孩儿选中的根源，也懂得女孩儿心里的痛苦。

这一晚对他来说也是个教训，他真诚地祝福，希望女孩儿发泄了这一次之后，可以解开心里那个黑色的结。

过了好长时间，他的腿才有了些知觉。谢了老人之后，他脱掉了身上的血衣，他不想在走出去时给女孩儿带来什么麻烦。

拖着腿走到门口，他想回头对那一直陷在沙发里的老人说些宽解的话，于是他转头，于是，他看到一只烟灰缸恶狠狠地砸向了自己的脑门儿。

“对不起，对不起，我不能让你报警抓我的孙女。可能……是我错了吧。”

倒下之前，他听到老人哭泣着这么说。

作者创作谈：

写这个故事的出发点是想颠覆，颠覆那种从非黑即白的绝对。人是情感动物，因情感的复杂，很多事即使是对的，也未必一定有正面的作用。很多事看起来是错的，但也未必不能带来一个好的结果。可是我看过太多非黑即白的故事，比如“灭亲”，往往因为前面还有“大义”这俩字，便总是绝对正确的，甚至“灭亲”者因为“大义”，还会很开心，不会有丝毫情感的伤痛。我觉得那样的故事里写的人已经不是人了，所以我“偏激”起来，就有了这个故事。

Introduce:1 urgent and close rain yields the frosted glass of the yellow of nocturnal just like below street lamp, have contact of car low speed now and then, holding the old person that flashlight stoop carries on the back like each. Like such night without a few people, he likes very much however, because such night pedestrian is little, find the prey that he wants more easily. But he been openinging empty wagons to loaf about now very long, see time, had been before dawn a bit, he some arose because of disappointment Mondayish, the crossing that decides advanced face then turns come home. Be in at this moment, the figure that raincoat of a dress waves appears in his line of sight suddenly. Those who make him surprizing is, this midnight passenger is a young girl actually. He sees that girl from rearview mirror secretly, see her countenance charming is beautiful only, because the skin is too white,be only, damp bang one continuously is stuck on forehead, appear a little insalubrious. The girl control 20 years old only it seems that, a such dirty night a person walks, let him can't help beginning to imagine all sorts of stories. The girl after saying an address, was immersed in silent, outside delivering oneself view to what to see not clear car window. Bring about oneself honest and authentic figure to sell at a discount to had not yielded much engage in small talk, he decides to accompany the girl silent, and to let silent unapt depression, he opened a radio. The pitter-patter that midnight frequency modulation obstructed stroke to go up in bodywork, the car is advancing slowly, he and girl became at the moment confine the whole world in the car. "Hello? " abrupt, the girl started to talk at the back. "Hum? What thing? " he asks immediately, but the ability after the word is exported discovers original girl just be in pick up the telephone. "Hum, hum, good. " the girl outside looking at car window dedicatedly, the person in adversary machine says, "Of course only my person is in the home, I am being driven in past home now. " " be at ease, do not have a thing, how are you the movies looks? Which come so much hellion ah? " the girl here, god-given ground laughed, really good-looking. "Good, I was hanged oh, will see tomorrow. " the girl ended to communicate, pack up mobile phone and smiling face slowly, outside beginning to be immersed in pair of windows again of hazy dirty night dedicated. In his heart one jubilates, had with different former days definite view. After half 2 hour, his car stops in old at the door old village, also had made up in his heart how to cheat the girl say decline. But, the girl started to talk first however. See her only the appearance of one face awkwardness, taking purse to say embarrassedly: "I am sorry master, I just spend money in bar smooth, just think now. You see …… you see you can wait for me a little while here, do I come home deliver to you on the horse that take money?