伏都娃娃

4.忘却后付出所有

我在一根木棍上裹上布，然后浇上酒精。

沈卓涛此时安静地躺在床上。自从昨晚他说累了，想休息了，就再没有睁开双眼。望着他睡梦中疲惫的神情，我心中的怒火熊熊燃烧起来。

如果不是那个布偶的出现，事情就不会是这个样子。我将这些事情想了一遍又一遍，最终，找到了将心里的痛苦转移的方法──将那个该死的、不该在这个世界存在的布偶艾丽烧成灰烬。

于是，我拿起我的武器，第一次感觉到勇气在身体里聚集、升腾。我不再感到害怕，开始冷静地在这栋楼里寻找着艾丽。

终于，我在另一间三号房三号床前，看见了那个戴着斗笠的布偶。当我找到它时，它正可笑地像人一样伏在那个瘦削的断了气的男人胸前哭得悲伤无比。

“艾丽，你该为你所带来的诅咒付出代价了。”我狠狠地向它逼近。

这一次，我直视着它的黑纽扣眼睛，而它，也望着我。

“是你带来的诅咒才对！”它不顾我手上点燃的火炬，向我扑过来。“你这个该死的伏都娃娃！”

我的眼前腾起一片火海。我看见艾丽全是易燃物做的身体瞬间蹿起了很高的火苗，而我的身体也跟她一样燃烧起来。

我低头，看见了一双用稻草结做成的双腿，还有我正在燃烧着的皮肤，原来它们只是灰色的布而已。然后，火光瞬间吞噬了一切，包括我胸前用红笔写着的沈卓涛的名字。

“就知道会成这样！”戴着面纱的老妇叹了口气，看着纸折的高楼里冒出的火花，以及里面倒下的两个小布偶，脸上有一丝无奈，“一定不能再将两个伏都娃娃放在同一栋三号楼里。”

烛光昏暗的屋内，一眼扫过去，你会看见许许多多纸折的三号楼。如果你再观察仔细点，还能看见每栋三号楼里的门牌号以及床位号，都是三。

这时，室内的电话铃声急剧地响了起来。

“我知道，请节哀。”老妇平静地说道，“伏都娃娃是死神带给将死之人的祝福，所以，请您放心，您的儿子死前一定感受到了世间最后的真情，因为……”

她停顿了一下，看着快要燃烧完的纸折楼，接着说道：“沈夫人，那个名叫吴艾的伏都娃娃为了他，付出了自己的所有。”

尾声

是的，我只是一个伏都娃娃。在遇见沈卓涛之前，婆婆把我设定为一个照顾他的护士，所以，除他之外的人与物，我都没有任何印象。而艾丽，则是婆婆安排的为另一个将死之人带去的祝福。我们被婆婆安排在绝症病人死前的精神环境里相逢，并最终发现了对方。

只是，我们都忘了有关自己的所有，在爱人与被爱者的角色里沉沦。

但现在，我的心里一片平静。因为，我的新身体上已经写上了新的名字，而我，将要去体验下一个故事的爱恨悲欢。

“借汝之力，以死神之名，赐与将死之人最大的祝福。”婆婆的声音悠悠响起。

一切，就绪。

Introduce:The night of hush of an added ingredient. Transmit in a low room blast a wispy sound. "Borrow Ru Zhili, the name with Azrael, give the as biggest as the person of checkmate blessing. " the old woman that is wearing white veil mutters keep attending this sentence. A pair year of husband and wife of about 40 the hand of mutual enclasp the other side, ground of chilly of one face Bei stands aside. Suddenly, the old woman waves to sprinkle the dust in the hand in the candlestick before. Immediately, towering blaze enlightened the room that this aerosol winds around, also enlightened below candlestick, the person of size of a palm occasionally. The person is made with gray cloth occasionally, black button is its double eye, gules and painty picture gives its lip, both hands is the straw that making a written guarantee. The thing that the old woman will take to husband and wife then is lacerate, put bamboo hat of the spinous on that baby head next in. Below faint candle power, the limb that baby does with straw carried sadly. Everything, be in order. 1. The cloth that can talk occasionally the exercitation nurse that I am this hospital, be allocated 3 buildings. Be worth evening shift is my common occurrence. What 3 buildings live is the serious illness patient that wanders on dead line completely, they are major the hall that the person will enter Azrael finally, even if still is struggling between the world now, the eye resembles however is the candle power that will destroy euqally dim. I like night, because night always brings popular feeling clever peace. But, I do not like the night of the hospital, it lets me think of to die. Till that day in the evening, I encountered Shen Zhuotao. He is 3 rooms the patient of 3 beds, smile is bright, complexion is cadaverous, double eye resembles blue sky however same clear and halcyon. Very delicate, the patient is before Azrael the more easy, can bring so that I feel distressed ineffably the more. Do not know why, I feel suddenly, this halcyon dim light of night ases if is from Shen Zhuotao spill over in that halcyon double eye, accordingly, I liked to go up the night here. I think, I fell in love with this schoolboy. "Wu Ai, look quickly, have firebug. " before he stands in the window, accost I go. There is his medical record in my hand. The person that has knowledge of a bit medicine a little can see from the prescription that records among them and each data, this schoolboy life before long. I go to the side of him. Look from the window of 3 buildings, downstair as it happens is the greenbelt with an exuberant the way corp is growing. Firebug light is chosen a bit as expected in a deep and serene green, flitter. Alas, so the ray with faint little can illume again whose hope, still not be can not be after all in this brimless darkness. I am hoping firebug is smooth bit a little bit, sadness of for no reason rises. Suddenly, crepuscular face of a piece of person is revealed in the brushwood below. Although be flashy thing only, but I believe firmly, I was not misreaded. "Somebody is like below, who is be being met so late? " Shen Zhuotao also sees