恐怖故事之猫命

8.人与猫

深夜，明安研究所。

值班护士有点困了，她放下手中的笔，趴在桌子上睡着了。走廊里静静的，声控灯在安静中灭了。窗外的夜色渲染进来，暗色的光线下，一个人影贴着墙角悄然往前移动。走到一个房间门口，他停了下来，然后，推门走了进去。

他慢慢地走到病房面前，看着躺在上面熟睡的人，猛的，他举起手来。

灯突然亮了，刺眼的灯光下，他看见屋里站着的其他人。他一下子愣住了。

苏安，果然是你。高成说着，走到他跟前，夺过了他手里的尖刀。

苏安的出现，的确，在我的意料之外。

躺在床上的是苏安的母亲，此刻她也呆在了那里，她也没有想到自己的儿子竟然会杀她。

为什么，你们没人帮我。苏安一下子坐到了地上，失声哭了起来。

事到如今，你还在装疯卖傻，说着，高成从背后拿出了手铐。

慢着，我忽然想起了什么。

高成转过身看了看我，问，怎么了。

你不能抓苏安。我沉声说道。

从一开始，我就怀疑小软是他杀的，但他一直装疯卖傻，让我无从查起，现在还有什么好说的。高成看着我说。

也许，事情不是你想象的那样。我还想说什么，高成却已经把苏安拷上了。苏安的母亲忽然从床上跳了下来，她拉着高成，求他放过苏安。苏安没有说话，只是死死地盯着高成。

苏安最后还是被带走了，押上警车的那一瞬间，苏安看着我说，为什么，你不来救我。

那句话，是苏安对我说的最后一句话。鬼故事

两天后，苏安死在了拘留所里，法医鉴定是自杀。苏安的口供，高成告诉了我。

苏安从小便喜欢猫，他总是把自己幻想成一只猫。那其实是一种病，如同一个人的双重人格一样，他把自己的另一面看成了猫。

上大学后，网上开始流行一些虐猫的视频，偶然一次他听室友小软说曾经虐杀过猫。于是，激起了他内心的仇恨，终于，在一个周末的晚上，他把小软杀了。那一刻他把自己幻化成了一只猫，醒过来的时候，他的精神一下子崩溃了，他接受不了自己杀人的事实。

他内心的畸形，不敢和任何人说。于是，他想到了我，他写了封信给我，本来想把事情的经过告诉我的，可写着，写着就变了样。他就像一个躲在阴暗角落里的老鼠一样，渴盼阳光，却又害怕阳光。

当然，月亮小区的案子也是他做的。他说他只是想让人相信他，他的痛苦没有人理解。他用小软的名字和我聊天，告诉我一些应验的预言，他只是希望能早点解脱。

案子结束了，高成却并不轻松，鉴于苏安的情况，他已经向上面打过申请，希望能给苏安的母亲申请一点补助。

高成走后，苏安的事情还在我的脑子里徘徊。

上次发的那个求助帖子有一篇回复定住了我的目光，名字叫意识接轨。帖子上说人的精神意识其实如同一层薄膜一样覆在人体思维上的。如同一个人格分裂的精神病人一样，他可以在不同的时期，拥有不同的思维。同样，每个人都有自己见不得光的另一面。那天晚上，极有可能是出现了意识接轨。至于鬼怪之说，纯属无稽。

帖子的内容提到了人格分裂，和苏安的病很像，也许，这种解释是比较科学的。

我没有去查他的真实性，对我来说，我需要的只是一个理由，一个可以结束的理由。

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