暗恋

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公祭那天，晓晴的朋友同学、老师都到了她家。大家都哭成一团。杨湘芸也哭了。

你哭什么？我愤怒地看着她。要不是你，今天便不会这个样子，是你拆散了我和晓晴。而且，你不能哭，我只想看到你的笑脸。如果你的脸除了笑容之外出现其他表情，那我就必须把你的脸割下来。

于是，我开始计划，要怎么杀死杨湘芸。已经完全的失败了，失败的作品，就该埋葬。

不过，我有更重要的事情。

晓晴怕热，所以土葬。

夜晚，我挖开刚葬好的坟，打开棺木。我终于又见到晓晴了。她的尸体完全没有腐化，赤裸裸地等待我的到来。

“一切都在你的计划中吗？”我吻了一下她。

我感觉她的嘴角轻轻地上扬，我背起她，带她回到我为她布置的房间。我不再观察杨湘芸，但摄影持续着，因为我必须杀了她，为晓晴报仇。每夜，我读着晓晴的日记给她听，并和晓晴一起观看我们的照片。我准备特制的药水，让晓晴的身体延迟腐化，我希望这药水，能让我们天长地久。但，也只能延迟而已。

一天，当我回家换药水时，我发现晓晴的腹部，有几只蛆在蠕动着。我愣住了。晓晴是我的，她的一切都是属于我的。你们这些小虫子怎能剥夺她？我看着晓晴，我不能再失去她了。我分三天的时间，用尽我为她买的餐具，将她一点一滴的消化在我的体内。那些蛆吃了晓晴的肉体，而我也必须将他们吃下去。这样，才会是完整的晓晴。

最后一天，我把炸得酥脆的骨头啃完，便去照了照镜子。我清楚地看到，晓晴和我的影子同时重叠在镜子的另一端。而从这一天起，相簿里面会常常出现新的照片，那是在房间的某处拍摄我的照片。于是我知道，她回到我身边了。

“晓晴，你的愿望达成了。”我笑着说。

镜子里的晓晴，笑得好灿烂。或许这是她最满足的一刻，她成就了她完整的爱情。

这是一段刻骨铭心的爱情。

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我回到了学校，办了复学。晓晴希望我完成学业，不要为了她耽搁。幸运地，我回到了之前的宿舍。展鸿和亚修闹了闹我，说我变得更阴沉了，我不是阴沉，晓晴告诉我，我永远不知道周遭有什么样的人在窥视着我。所以，我必须持续冷静地去思考、去感觉。

一切就像一场梦一样，但不是梦。我常常回晓晴的房间，念着日记，看着相片。杨湘芸的事，或许已经不再重要了，晓晴在乎的只有我而已。

就这么过了一学期。

这一天起来，我照常吻了吻晓晴的相片。看着窗外，一样的天，一样的风，一样的云。但走到晓晴的房间，我愣住了。只见杨湘芸躺在我之前为晓晴准备的药水中抽搐着，药水被血染得鲜红。我观察了一下，她没死，但和死人已没有两样。

我完全没有印象。

到底发生什么事？我抽出昨晚的日记本，看着。

昨天晚上在一家7—11前面，杨湘芸和李亚修出了车祸。亚修死了，我把杨湘芸带回来。但我没有印象。不，是没有记忆，我的记忆被人抽走了。我看着日记本，怒火由心中烧了起来。

没有人可以改变我的计划，也没有人可以左右我的思想和记忆。因此，我下了一个决定。我看着镜中的晓晴，她似乎反对我这么做，但我心意已决。最后，我挖下杨湘芸的眼睛、割下她的脸皮，黏在晓晴的脸上。

我对着镜子笑了笑，晓晴也对着我笑了笑。

我得到了完整的爱情，再无所求。

于是，游戏开始了。

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