记忆轮回

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屈仪跟着韩父来到阁楼，推开一扇防护门，进到一个不大的如同试验室一样的房间。房间摆放着各种仪器，各种显示屏和指示灯闪烁着各色的光亮。房间的中央摆放着一张台桌，上面有一只空玻璃盒子。

屈仪仿佛感觉到了什么，他稍显惊讶地看了看四周，然后将目光停留在玻璃盒子上面。

“难道，韩旭的灵魂……就保存在里面？”

韩父点了点头，随即又摇了摇头。“我也不知道能不能叫它……‘灵魂’。”说完他走出门去，对屈仪点了点头，然后从外面把门带上，留下屈仪一个人待在房间里。

就在屈仪疑惑的时候，旁边的扬声器里忽然传出韩旭的声音：“哥们儿，你来了？”

“韩旭？”

“你这么叫我，我也不知道该不该答应，因为，我已经不是你熟悉的那个韩旭了。怎么说呢，在你看来也许差不多，但我却不是原来那个韩旭，生活在你们周围的那个韩旭其实已经死了。”

“你是……他的灵魂？”屈仪皱着眉头问道。

“如果是你之前想象的那种灵魂，恐怕不是，我只是一段记忆，一段韩旭从出生到死亡这段时间的记忆罢了。”

“记忆提取与移植？” 原创故事。

“哥们儿，不愧是理科生，一下就明白了。”

“也就是说，根本不存在所谓的灵魂与轮回，这一切，只是……玩弄记忆的把戏而已？”

“现实就是如此，我的父亲为了配合NaS做研究，提取了我的记忆，但却没告诉我真相，可怜的我，哦不，那个可怜的我的本体，韩旭，以为轮回时代真的到来了，匆忙结束了自己的生命……啧啧，死得真不值当。”听着对方奚落韩旭，就像韩旭一贯的自嘲口吻，一样真实的语气让屈仪还真有点不真实的感觉。

“假如将你这段记忆植入新生儿，可以算轮回重生吗？”

“那要看你怎么认为了，对于你们来说，也许就是轮回重生，但对于我来说，不，对于已经死去的韩旭来说，这算什么？你试着想想，把你的记忆复制，然后杀掉你，对于你这个本体来说，你算是重生了吗？恐怕不是吧。”

韩旭的这段话让屈仪确实有点思维纠结，按逻辑来说都能理解他每句话的意思，但组合在一起，却真的无法去体会这种乖戾的感受。他想起了苏眉，想起那些自杀的人，以及混乱不堪的世界。

“在想什么，聪明的理科生也解不开人生的难题吗？”扬声器又响起韩旭的声音。

“算了，也许不知道真相反而活得更快乐，你怎么样？待在里面的感觉，能看到，听到，哦，你肯定能听到，那感觉呢？”

“这台机器还算模拟得不错，如果植入真人，应该和正常人就一样了，不过我却完全没有任何这样的想法，自从我父亲把我这段记忆复制到这个容器里以后，我感觉很无趣，一种无趣般的绝望……”韩旭沉默了一阵，接着说道：“说点正经的吧，等下出门的时候，把我后面的那个电闸拉下来。”

屈仪心里咯噔一下，“你……”

“别问了，如果想帮哥们儿最后一把，就照我说得做好了，出了这个门，该怎么活还怎么活，别为谁改变自己，也别为自己去改变谁。”

屈仪没再说话，韩旭也不再催促，只是静静等着他的选择。

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