消渴实录

第九章

何风满脸疑惑，“什么？”

“我给你下了毒，怎么还没有满地打滚呢？”我吃吃笑道：“除了像我一样傻乎乎地相信你之外，倪青璃喝了那碗甜到死的粥，才认定倪三所说没错，以为倪翰中的确开始肆无忌惮地吃甜食了——也就证明倪三所谓骨髓炼药是真的。可是，倪翰中根本没吃过甜食！”

我起身从不锈钢盆里拣出一颗血红的“小番茄”，用牙齿轻轻咬开，里面顿时露出白嫩嫩的果肉。

“我拿到《消渴实录》之后就去了云南，原来书上写各没错，世间果然有这样奇异的果实——神秘果！”我举着半颗神秘果说：“神秘果，又叫蜜拉圣果，吃过它之后再吃任何东西，都只会感觉到甜味。”

何风脸色大变，刚要说话，却捂着肚子摔倒在地，身体痛苦地蜷曲在一处，“你、你……”

“凉拌蕨根粉我可一口都没吃，你没发现吗？是不是觉得甜甜辣辣很爽口，其实我没放辣椒，是农药！”

“救我……浅依！”何风痛得满地打滚，破碎的音节从他口中挤出。

我勃然大怒，死到临头还想着那个贱人！“没人会来救你的，自从我进这扇门，你就已经是死人了。为什么？不记得我在门口站了好久吗？我上楼时没见到她，想必是她爬到更高的楼层想等我进来再走。于是我故意耽搁十几分钟，给她留一个作案时间。”

“你，救世……”

“救世？我只想送你去极乐世界。嗯……警方应该会这样立案：死者何风，男，死于食物中毒，初步断定为谋杀。另有目击者证明死者在案发当日与同居女友浅依（笔名）在一起。现予以立案调查，嫌疑人浅依（笔名）正在追缉之中。”

何风浑身抽搐，嘴角溢出白沫，已然没救了，我清理完现场后迅速离开。

回到公寓，打开电脑，我在文档里写下了消渴的第三重含义。

“东汉许慎在《说文》中如是说，消，尽也。故消渴症，便是尽其所爱。什么是尽其所爱呢，我的古文不好，就当它是越得不到、越是没有，便越是渴望吧！”

不是这样吗？

每个人都有些不自觉的欲望和追求，越是达不到，越是无比渴望，所做的每个决定，触手都暗暗朝着那个方向，而这种无知的欲望，足以让人疯狂。

写完这一句，我还是觉得不够过瘾，那贱人没有抓到，仇也只能算报了一半而已！

于是我申请了一个邮箱，匿名给公安局发了封邮件，内容便是臆测出的立案报告。

关了电脑，我拿起《消渴实录》，心想祖先保佑，虽然你的手段有些卑鄙，害死了无辜的奶妈、丫鬟和杨大夫，又利用了倪青璃的感情，可报仇为重，可以理解。

然而再次翻开，心里却隐隐有种不安，似乎哪里不太对劲。为什么内容全都是繁体汉字写的，而不是封面用的白文？开篇第一句不是说以白文录之吗？难道，这手稿竟是别人抄录下来的？

手一抖，不小心碰倒了旁边的水杯，茶水瞬间将《消渴实录》的封面浸透。我惊讶地发现，蓝中泛黄的封面右下角，竟隐约浮现出三个暗红色汉字。

倪青璃！

怎么可能，这不是我随口捏造的名字吗！背后阵阵发凉，我咽了口唾沫，颤抖着翻开第一页。原本是倪三复仇宣言的地方，赫然写着：吾之后人，以此为鉴，切莫如吾，轻信人言，自以为是，贻害万年！

下面还有一行小字，我好恨，竟在为他生下孽种后才发现此书，他不知我识得白族文字，竟将此书置于书房，今夜，我当与他同归于尽！

冷汗顺着我的额头滑下，她竟没有死，还嫁给了倪三，我是他们的后人！

等等！“自以为是”四个字仿佛在脑海中生了根一般，我不自觉地想起刚才发生的一切，何风最后莫名其妙说了句“我救世？”，我救什么世？我就是什么？

心中隐约有种不好的预感，我发疯一样跑回何风的公寓，为了让警察容易发现，我特意将门虚掩着。

推开书房门，我看到屋里摞着一地的书。

书名叫《独赏》，作者是浅依，翻开扉页，序言是“驱怨疯何”写的。

——莲动水清浅，碧落鸟依人。我和浅依认识五年了，这这句话是她给我写的第一篇文章中最好的一句。其实早想追她，可是检查出来糖尿病让我没什么自信配她这样优秀的女生，于是将这些年她的一些散文随笔整理一下出成集子，但愿能给我加分。浅依，但愿这个只出现于散文界的笔名，能让她褪去繁华，只余素手芳尘。这笔名是我起的，她还不知道哦！

浅依……是我？我看到封二自己的照片印在作者简介旁边，脑子一片空白。

楼下警车的声音越来越清晰，我好像还听到了上楼梯的脚步声。

Introduce:I surname Ni, the Ni of Ni Zan. A thread-bound book discovers when these two days move, book horn breaks up roll, page hair is yellow, it is the title attracted my —— " disappear thirsty memoir " . These a few words although I can see figure, having clear distinction with the Chinese character however, get online the character that checking ability to know is archaic the Bai nationality. I remember when to He Feng urges draft, say with me he got diabetic —— ancient time to call disappear thirsty disease last, turn over a book then fine fine read rise. Leave piece the first: "Disappear is thirsty person, use up its place to love also, my place pursues, must get an accomplish the whole task at one stroke! Body ining that case resides dangerous situation, close to be recorded with the text of an annotated book only, result become day should accuse gentleman of heaven and earth to kiss with this book! " Ni of the first chapter knows prefectural disease, 3 doctors with the famousest county go Ni Fu diagnoses tegether, diagnose him to suffer from without one exception went up disappear thirsty disease. Herd installs prefectural everybody witting, ni adult be addicted to is sweet be like a life, he is looked at in the prescription of the quadrature in compasses is honest hard in the final analysis of —— of to one's heart's content still wants ring sweetmeat, this trash! Just returned a study, ni Saner was entered in a hurry go in, "Lord! " " do not have custom, is this your roaring place? Palm mouth! " Ni San is the foster foster son when Yunnan be an official going before Ni knows a county ten years, for person sagacity, get his favor greatly, nowadays ability is Ni Fu's majordomo 25 years old already. Nevertheless, ni Daren thinks, again good used dog also should be beaten constantly, he forgot lest oneself identity, become warped the tail to the sky. Fan of bang of bang of Ni San bang oneself are 78, ability say: "Lord, it is Dr Yang says to urgent matter looks for you, in slant hall is being awaited. " he? Ni Zhi county is made slightly mutter to oneself, "Take him to the study. " " do not know Dr Yang to have why thing instruct me? " Ni Zhi county blew buccal tea, slowly path. "This …… " Dr Yang saw Ni San, "Still ask adult screen to retreat the left and right sides. " sneer in heart of Ni Zhi county, wave after letting Ni San go out, listen to Dr Yang say only: "Open report adult, the disappear thirsty disease that is in next knowing that a prescription can effect a radical cure to Your Excellency, and do not want avoid certain food! " " Dr Yang not should search an old fellow like me happy, if this waits,surprise square, can you still be in does this small herd install a county to sit when hall doctor? Be afraid of is imperial physician courtyard early 8 carry big sedan went please —— besides, why you just do not say! " the topic of conversation turns, the countenance of Ni Zhi county unexpectedly Leng Li rises. "What is prescription, say! " " be, it is …… uses woman marrow, complementary with 18 kinds of medicinal materials, refine …… " " shut up!