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香昙蜷缩在墙角，脸上还有泪痕。

已是清晨，阳光却依然被挡在厚厚的窗帘外面，阴冷的感觉依然如同深夜。只有些许光亮可以让香昙知道，原来又一个白天来了。

屋里还是那么凌乱。屋子已经很破旧，墙上的漆掉了很多，有些地方甚至因为浸了水，现出淡淡的霉渍。

墙上有一行小字，深褐色，似鲜血凝固后的色泽：

一朝春尽红颜老，花落人亡两不知。

香昙流着泪，伸手在这字迹上摩挲着。轻语喃喃：

放了我，好吗？我已经受够了。

我知道，在你看来，我是想要背叛。可是曾经我真的没有想到过，原来相守的代价居然是这样……

即使我可以留在这里，陪你一生，可是我再不愿意作伥去害人了。那么多年轻的男人，他们与我无怨无仇……

放过我，好吗？或者，直接杀了我。(:http:///转载请保留!)

我愿意为你而死，来报答你给我的一切。可是，我不能再这样活着，继续这样的一生……

一柄剔骨刀被她握在手中，在手腕轻轻一划，有鲜血滴了下来，落在地上，印出殷红的血迹。

墙面之上，却流出了更多的血色，一滴连着一滴，似是一场血泪。

耳边传来呜咽的声音。香昙低头，痛苦地看到：刚才裂开的手腕，又已经悄然合上，再寻找不到一丁点受伤的痕迹。

墙上的血迹渐渐凝在一起，成了一行行小字：

我爱你，才留在这里陪你。我需要养份，才需要你去帮我收集那些灵魂。我保护着你，爱着你，抚平你的伤痛，报复所有伤害过你的人。你可以不爱我，却不可以离开我。一生一世，都不可以……

香昙眼神绝望地盯着这一行行的血字，仿佛又看到了五年前。

五年前，她穿着棉布的长裙，扎着高高的马尾。纵然一脸忧伤，也难掩阳光的痕迹。

她回到了这里，回到了这阴冷的小屋中。她整日整夜地蜷缩在床头、墙角，以泪洗面。她不止一次想割腕自杀，却因为疼痛而停止。那些血流了一地。

在她最悲伤的时候，她蘸了它们，在墙上认真地写上：一朝春尽红颜老，花落人亡两不知。

她伏在墙上，痛哭失声。她对着墙壁，在心里呐喊着：让我忘了这一切吧，让我再也不会受伤，我宁愿一辈子待在这里，再也不要见人，不要工作，不要在城市和爱情里流浪。

一次又一次，老宅终于有了回应。

它用她滴落的血迹书写道：

好吧，让我爱你。只爱你。

香昙闭上了眼，颓然地倒在墙角，脸上是濒死的表情。比濒死更绝望，更加地，心如死灰。

她终于明白，这不是一间老宅，也不是她的宫殿。即使她不是他的花，他也不是人，他却注定要成为她的坟墓。而她，活着，永远地活着，却尤如早已死去。

结局

门开的时候，香昙麻木地盯着面前的两个男人，似乎早已知道结局。

乔铭表情阴冷，葛风却尴尬地朝她一笑。

无论乔铭怎么追问，她始终不肯开口，一动不动。

乔铭终于恼了，丢下葛风扬长而去。

葛风讪讪地笑着，想挤进屋里。却突然听到身后响起一阵刺耳的刹车声。

转身，乔铭已经倒在了血泊之中。

葛风来不及诧异，就已经被香昙拖进了屋里。

既然你终究要死，香昙说，暴尸街头总不如埋葬在地底。

我曾经希望你可以救我，带我离开。因为我知道你喜欢着我，你有这个能力，也有这个勇气。

可是我太轻敌。我们都敌不过他呵，我为自己画地为牢的诅咒。

你猜得不错，我的确有一个变态的情人，只是他并不粗暴，甚至对我还很温柔。并且，他不是人。他只是一间屋子，一间包容过我所有痛苦与泪水的老宅，他以为，他可以爱我，照顾我，一生一世，永不离弃……

葛风还没有听明白她的话，就已经感觉到了阵阵晕旋。他惊恐地看到，当门关紧，这屋里的墙壁已经扭曲着，移动着，向他挤压过来……

鲜红的泪滴，顺着香昙苍白的面颊缓缓滴落。满头青丝也在一瞬间染上了霜雪的颜色。

没有风，白发却轻轻地飘起，伴着她深喉的呜咽，预示着一份不可逆转的宿命。

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