断指

断指

谢秀芬是班长，巡视着工人们认真地打磨那些锆石，不是钻石，但也很坚硬，齿轮的声音有点吵，趁着上厕所的时间，打通了吴来生的电话，“丁老板答应你没有。”

吴来生一阵沉默，后来终于在电话里说，“丁老板说了，数目有点大。我再想想办法，你放心，我不会让咱儿子没面子，也不会让咱儿子低人一等。”

想着老公因为辛苦工作晒得每天都脱皮，谢秀芬心里一阵疼。

回到车间，齿轮的声音还是很大很吵。谢秀芬叫了一个女工说，“让一让，我来给你做一个示范。”

那女工疑惑地站了起来。坐在机器前，谢秀芬思绪如潮水涌来，如果一年前不去人才市场中老年下岗妇女专场招聘会，如果没有遇见沈家两夫妇，如果那天晚上没有开门，没有遇见那只恶鬼，也许一切都能得到改变。

谢秀芬犹豫了一下，她咬了咬牙，眼前浮现了儿子拿头撞墙的情景，老公抽着最劣质的烟还喜滋滋的情景。闭上了眼睛，毫不犹豫地把手伸进了看不清速度的飞快齿轮里，滋滋滋滋，瞬间四根手指齐齐削断，不痛，一点也不痛，也没有喷血。但瞬间的功夫，四个迷你血红喷泉展现，那种钻心啮齿的痛蔓延着、泛滥着，肉体的痛竟然如此难忍，但心里的痛，比断指之痛要痛一千倍。咬紧的牙齿顿时张开，谢秀芬尖叫的声音在整个车间响起，四周乱成一团，谢秀芬用很优雅的姿势微笑着倒在地上，老板这次会给我赔多少？

如果知道吴来生在倒下时也是这么想的，谢秀芬会觉得幸福还是难过？

医生劝着吴越不要去看停尸房里冰冷的父亲，因为是头部着地。但建议他去看没有左手四根手指的母亲，因为她需要亲人。

吴越跪在谢秀芬床前，一天都在说一句话，对不起。

脆弱的谢秀芬抖动着包扎着纱布的手抚摸儿子的头，小声地说，“儿子，是我们对不起你。”

赔偿金来得很顺利，一周内就搞定了，私人老板都希望速战速决，人都死了，就是要给钱，钱多钱少罢了，能用钱摆平的，都不是问题。

两个都是工伤，一个是中暑，一个是操作不当。

吴越很理直气壮，丁老板兄弟本来就挺害怕，这两母子一个哭一个闹，得了，花钱消灾。

赔偿数目非常惊人，在吴越眼里是惊人的。加起来竟然有一百万之多。天哪，这辈子都没见过这么多钱。

可惜的是母亲变了，变得有点疯疯癫癫，自从住进新房子的阁楼里，独自开了伙，自己做清淡的饭菜，白天很少下楼，除了倒马桶偶尔下来，头发白得吓人，也不大跟自己交流，每天晚上都要跟墙壁上的父亲对话，也没什么新鲜感，无非就是你怎么这么傻，今天的饭菜你爱不爱吃之类。

“不用怕的，我父亲去世了，我母亲是个很好的人。”吴越安慰着欧倩倩，因为有了钱，又有才，找到了一份好工作，底气自然十足。

“可是我还是觉得咱们的事情应该先让你妈妈同意比较好，你觉得呢？”欧倩倩一如既往的妩媚，身上的LV包包还是吴越在念书的时候送给她的，果然很耐用，你问我爱你有多深，LV代表我的心。

在客厅里坐着，欧倩倩等着吴越的妈妈下楼，有点小小的紧张，打开粉饼看看今天的妆有没有很淑女。有老人咳嗽的声音。

吴越在泡咖啡，回头对着谢秀芬骄傲地介绍说，“妈，这是倩倩，她是法国国籍，英文名叫andrea。是我大三那年就认识的女朋友，今天把她带回来给您看看。”

在说完这句话以后，吴越用尽全身的力气也没有把死死咬住欧倩倩，不，andrea喉咙的母亲拉开，直到andrea断气的那一瞬间。

当你端着高脚杯品尝红酒时，请想想爸妈喝的是什么；当你的女朋友背着华丽的名牌包包时，请想想爸妈多久没买过新衣服了；当你肆无忌惮花钱时，请想想爸妈为了节约一点钱省吃俭用的神态：世间事，很多我们都可以选择，选择哪所学校，什么专业，选择男女朋友丈夫妻子，选择头发的颜色，选择什么时候睡觉，选择职业，选择吃火锅还是吃蛋糕，唯独父母是没有办法选择的……

谢秀芬判了死刑，但她一点也不后悔。

亲爱的，只有我死了，才能重新跟你在一起。

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