疯狂的世界

chapter 11 疯狂的世界

不知不觉间，一个多月的时间过去了。济康疗养院的那场大火造成了五十二人死亡，一百三十五人受伤。简迷能够抱着丁锌跑出来，是个逃生的奇迹。简迷的伤恢复了很多，她每天傍晚都会一个人在医院的花园里坐坐。

这天晚上，她依然坐在长椅上看着天边的夕阳西下，失去丁锌的痛苦让她依然无法释怀。而杀死丁锌的绵却因为被诊断为精神错乱而逃脱了法律的制裁。藤井博士给绵做的诊断，绵杀丁锌的理由只是因为丁锌导致了她“儿子”阿南的死。这真是一个荒谬的世界。

“你们不总是想知道，在那场飓风之后我经历了什么吗？其实，阿南才是飓风之后的恶魔。我们五个是村子里的幸存者，但当时幸存者并不仅仅只有我们五个。阿南一开始的确被鲁吉、泰勒和安田他们欺负，但很快，局势就扭转了。阿南向他们提出了随意杀人、掩埋尸体和搜夺遇难者家庭财物等想法。他才是激发了他们恶性的魔鬼。阿南还建议他们绑着我，让我去‘观赏’他们在灾后的疯狂举动。本来他们连我都想杀，但要杀我的时候，救援人员赶到了。”说话的人正是绵，她非常镇定地站在受伤的简迷的身后，而且，竟然说的是汉语。

“那你为什么要颠倒是非，要说谎！”简迷能感觉到脖子正被一把剪刀逼着。

“这些年来，我一直受制于阿南，如果我说出真相，他就会杀了我，而且会让我死得很痛苦。我怕他，所以在他每次来疗养院探望我的时候，我都说他是我的儿子，让大家以为我精神错乱而乱认人。”绵说道。

“你为什么要杀丁锌？”简迷最想问的就是这句。

“我本来不用遭到这样的厄运，我们一家人都不用遭到这样的厄运，是丁锌，是他毁灭了我们！我们一家人本来打算去中国看我的养女纪飘儿，谁知飘儿说和她的男朋友闹了矛盾，想散散心来泰国看我们全家。不幸的是，飘儿的飞机失事了，我们也在泰国遭遇到了飓风。如果不是丁锌，飘儿不会赌气坐飞机来泰国，她就不会死；我们也会去中国，我们全家就会错过飓风，也不会如此悲惨。”绵说。

“纪飘儿是在泰国长大的，而你是她的养母。怪不得当年丁锌会去泰国的阿里村，因为那是飘儿长大的地方。”简迷终于明白了当初的一切。

“所以我最后一次约见丁锌来疗养院看我，就是为了要杀死他。我知道，我只要提起飘儿的名字，他就一定会来，不管大楼有没有着火。阿南知道我有复仇的愿望，所以他送来刀子给我，所以他鼓励我复仇，因为他本来就是一个魔鬼。也许阿南是对的，这个世界是应该毁灭的。所以我在疗养院放了火，让整个世界都毁灭吧。”绵开始狂笑起来。

绵的笑声让简迷有了一种不寒而栗的感觉。

“你终于肯说出真相了吗？”一个熟悉的声音进入了简迷的耳朵，她看到丁锌，她的Boss，也是她心里最重要的人，正坐着轮椅从长椅后面的一棵大树下挪动过来。

在绵挣扎着要伤害简迷之前，她早已经被两个警察按住了胳膊，夺下了她手中的剪刀。

“你……原来你……”简迷看到丁锌身影的那一刻，眼泪止不住地流了出来。

“原来我没死，呵呵。你想说的，就是这句吧！”丁锌挪动轮椅来到了简迷的身边，“谢谢你奋不顾身地救我。也许，绵的这一刀让我已经死过一次了，这样，我再也不用生活在失去飘儿的阴影中了。我可以……我可以……”丁锌的脸有点红。

“你可以好好地去爱另一个人了。”叶镁走了过来，真替这两个过于含蓄的家伙着急。

灾难的幸存者需要的是从自己的内心找到希望，让他们避开自暴自弃和自我毁灭，并用这样的机会得到自我成长。简迷想起了阿南的话。也许，绵应该放下对丁锌的恨；丁锌应该放下对纪飘儿的内疚；她自己也应该放下父母和朋友死于灾难的痛苦。

“飓风之后的阿里村变成了《蝇王》中孩子们寄生的荒岛。阿南和绵都代表着邪恶的人性。”丁锌有些不好意思地岔开了之前的话题。

而此时的简迷，则是不管什么灾难和死亡了，她只是把深深的一吻印在了她不知不觉就心仪已久的丁锌的嘴唇上。

此时，夕阳正好。

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