勿忘我

笑容

就连天赋极高的画师，都不能画出那个鬼魂原本的样子，我更是画不出来了。那么，摆在我面前的，就只有两条路了。

一是忍受鬼魂的纠缠，可是，长久下去，我肯定会因此疯掉：第二条路，就是像那个画师一样，把自己的手指给斩断，但是，这样一来，我就永远无法再作画了。

这两条路，无论是哪一条，对我来说，都是噩梦。

和赵峰分开之后，我战战兢兢地回到自己的画室，用十来把凳子摆了一个高台，在上面作画。这样一来，那个鬼魂就无法跳上来，我也稍稍能放心一些。

夜色越来越浓重了。我坐在高台上，仔细观察富商的照片和那张遗像，想要找到两者的相似之处，说不定真的能画出一张和它长相相似的遗像来。

可是，画着画着，我猛地想到了一个问题：这两年来，画师为它画了无数张遗像，都没有一张让它满意，我一定也无法画出让它满意的画来。

冷汗难以抑制地从我的额头上流淌下来。就在这时，我听到门外响起了双脚跳动的声音，接着， ”吱呀“一声，门被推开了。

后背一阵发麻，我的身体僵硬了起来。那个跳动声慢慢接近，停在了我的身后，一股腐臭的气味从身后传了过来。

它终于还是来了！

巨大的恐惧之下，我努力集中精神，去看眼前的遗像和富商的照片。看着看着，我忽然眼睛一亮，伸手拿起了画笔。

一个小时后，满身大汗的我，用颤抖的手把画好的画递向了身后。我感到一双木头一样干枯的手把画给接了过去，很快，身后再次响起了跳动的声音——那个鬼魂离开了！

我努力平复了一下心情，冲出了房门，向赵峰家的方向跑去。

”它、它就这样离开了？“

赵峰家里，一脸吃惊的赵峰用不敢置信的语气问我。

我点了点头。

”那个画师用了两年时间，都没有画出它的样子，你是怎么做到的？“赵峰忍不住叫了起来。

我轻轻摇了摇头： ”其实，我根本没有画出它的样子……“

当那个鬼魂来到我身后，我无意中看到了照片里那个富商的样子后，一个大胆的想法出现在我的脑海里。我一共画了两幅画，第一幅画是那个富商的画像，画上，他满脸笑容；而第二幅画，就是那个鬼魂的遗像了，不过，我所画的遗像，是它的背影，根本没有露出它的样子。

”两张画并排放在画板上，背景我做了处理，咋看之下，第一幅画上的富商，正盯着遗像上的人脸微笑，“我叹了口气，”那是孩童一般的笑容，只有面对自己的母亲，一个人才能放下所有的防备，笑得像个孩子。那个鬼魂看到画上的富商，在冲遗像露出孩子般的笑容后，它终于无法否认，那张只有背影的遗像的脸，就是它的脸了。“

赵峰目瞪口呆，迟疑了一会儿，惊讶地问： ”你怎么就能确定，你所画的笑容，只有在面对自己的母亲时才会出现？“

我知道赵峰为什么要这么问，因为他知道，我的妈妈在我很小的时候就去世了。从小就没有母亲的我，怎么可能会理解那种笑容？

”我很小的时候，就很羡慕那些有妈妈陪伴的人，所以，我经常观察孩子和母亲之间的反应。那种笑容，我渴望展现，所以它深刻地印在我的心里。可惜，我永远也无法展现那种笑容了……“

赵峰怔怔地看了我一会儿，忽然站起身来，抹了抹眼角，向门外走去。打开房门的瞬间，我看到他拿出了手机。

”妈……没事儿，我就是想和你说说话……“门外，响起了赵峰打电话的声音。

尾声

那个鬼魂，为什么要把那张遗像放进我的口袋呢？赵峰出门之后，我一直在想这个问题。

我疑惑地把那张遗像拿了出来，仔细看了一会儿，翻到了遗像的后面。突然，我一下瞪大了眼睛。

遗像的后面，有一行小小的宇： ”小宇，我帮你把它赶走了，以后要小心。“

”小宇“是我的乳名，只有我的妈妈才会这样称呼我。原来，这张遗像并不是那个鬼魂放进我口袋的，是我的妈妈出现并赶走它，夺走了它手里的遗像。

为了让我知道那个纠缠我的鬼魂的样子，她把遗像放进了我的口袋。

她一直都在我的身边，从来不曾离开！

就在这时，一只冰冷的手从身后轻轻抚在了我的头发上。我一怔，终于展颜笑了起来。

此时的我，一定笑得像个孩子。

Introduce:Picture my classmate Zhao Feng, invite me to go to his home having a meal. At that time is on Saturday in the evening, need not attend class the following day, zhao Feng offers to drink a beer, say to go out to buy wine with respect to face about. And I am in bored to death under, opened a window, begin to admire the night scene outside the window. Had not known how long, the door was opened suddenly, the Zhao Feng with one scared face rushed, pulling me to run toward the door. He saw the thing of what dreariness it seems that, complexion is cadaverous, the body is asp. When we stop in a park eventually, I cannot help asking curiously: "Zhao Feng, after all how? " Zhao Feng's complexion is very ugly, he looked toward the direction of own home, quavery say: "When you stand by the window, feel back is a little incorrect strong? " this day night, there are us only in Zhao Feng's home two people, after he goes out, my person is left only in the room. Zhao Feng's word lets me some are felt do not wear brains, I not by pursy brows: "Didn't I feel what is there not do you think —— of be to one's liking after all what to say? " the cold sweat that Zhao Feng wipes forehead to go up, ground of lose one's mind sits on the ground. There still are a dozen canisters to hold beer in his hand, consider oneself opened a bottle oneself, hesitated a little while, just say: "You still are written down do not remember, the its …… that I had carried my home building with you " the house that Zhao Feng stays in now, the person buys his home two years ago, because here stands by the place that Zhao Feng goes to school quite, the price of the house particularly low, zhao Feng's family gives it at once bought. Later, the value that Zhao Feng just knows this house why so low. Because, in this house, had produced thing of a special bloodcurdling. The anteroom of the house advocate, it is an old lady, days the son of this old lady is whole at the business, very rare time will visit her. Later, the old lady got acute disease, was in to death in the house. But, know this thing without the person at all, until one day, neighbour smells a Zhao Feng of indescribable moldy breath …… is a careless person, after he knows this thing, told me immediately. I remember. We did not feel this thing has at that time how horrible, just be grief of that old lady a little while, shifted a topic. Why is Zhao Feng carrying the its close of this uneasiness letting a person right now? "I think be a thing then is all, but the follow-up that several days ago I heard of that thing again develops. " Zhao Feng drank buccal beer, say excitedly, "Allegedly, that old lady is before on one's deathbed,